.''I hate you, I love you''.

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Lauren's pov:

I heavily sighed, it's been two weeks since Ashira was made to agree to let me help but she was doing what she could to not do such things.

the cast was off her arm, it left really visible scars but it didn't bother her.... or she simply couldn't care enough for it to matter, what mattered though was she actually looked interested in gaining back full control of her hand and fingers.... someone depressed care not for their hobby and music sure as hell was her hobby....... well not all people show the same syndromes and when I asked her what was up with that she simply and blatantly ignored me.

though.... she did always ask me if she could kidnap me because my wolf fur seamed fluffy....... I didn't know what to answer the first time because it was a weird stuff to ask but got used to it since I always seemed to run into her since she was forced to 'hang out' outside.

"..... and she thinks I'm a fluffy wolf" I fished my explanation to Rose, we were hanging around since we normally rarely had time on a week day to do so, she was almost down from laughing so hard.

"like it's the first time I shifted in at least 10 years and the first thing I'm told after is that I'm fluffy?!"

"oh my god this is gold Lauren, from now on you will be fluffy!"

"Rose!"

"okay okay I won't but still, why the heck didn't you tell me you talked with her and her mother didn't murder you and even lets you stay around them" I shrug.

"only because at the start I was only to take care of her case before it got worst and I was obligated to tell her parents"

"if only you had trusted me when I said you were jealous back then and it wasn't hate" I sigh.

"yeah I know"

"you wouldn't be here to try to mend your mistake, she wouldn't have lef--" "I get it!"

".... sorry"

"it's fine really" I looked at my phone and stood up "well it was good to see you but I need to go now"

"because of the wolf you're chasing after?"

"actually yes, I kind of need to make sure she's alright at her home because she skipped the appointment"

I knocked on the front door and it almost instantly was opened by a crying Flash and I heard yelling.

"what's wrong?" I asked, crouching down at her level.

"mama and mom are fighting" what? that's unusual....

"I'll see if I can do something alright? go to your big brothers?" she nodded and ran away but let's be serious here.... her two parents never argued.... never....

"calm the fuck down!" I yelled making them face me "don't you see you made Flash cry?! you are parents! take in consideration your children for fucks sake!"

they looked down, Anna, my old teach, walked out past me saying she needed to cool off while Ash, as I finally know her name, as down on a kitchen chair.

"why are you fighting?"

"why are you here?"

"because Ashira didn't show up at the appointment set, now please answer"

"..... Ashira is...... not the best.... she went to see Belle and I think they broke off on a wrong foot or something and she...... well...... she says making herself bleed could help"

"what" it felt like the air pressure was suddenly heavier on me...... bleed? BLEED?!?!

"yeah we were arguing about that, I started to yell at Ashira in anger, unable to hold myself back since when I was young I also coped with things like that for a while and didn't want her to do such things, Anna didn't take it well and well.... used that past event against me to try to convince me I shouldn't deal with this this way"