Love And Hate A Gideon Cross Love Story

Chapter 10

We sat in Gideon's living room,  by the fire place, his apartment had a very old,  rustic theme to it,  all of his furniture was dark wood,  which made it cosy . I loved his eye for details.
"Gideon?"
"Angel?"
"I never got to thank you for the clothes,  I said smiling sweetly at him."
"You don't need to thank me babe,  I love doing things like that for you,  but you never let me" he said,  faking a sad face.
I walked up to  him and placed a chaste kiss to his lips."I'll think about that" I said.  His phone rang and he pulled away to answer it,  I didn't know who it was, I heard my phone vibrate so checked it.  It was a google alert for my name. E!entertainment had done an article already on, mine and Gideon's reconciliation.  I decided to read it later,  I wasn't weary of it because they always reported the truth. I walked out and at that moment my heart shattered.  " Corinne calm down,  yeah we are back together,  fine I'll  be there soon" WHAT THE FUCK???? Are you kidding me.  I put on shoes and packed an overnight bag.  I then sped past Gideon,  the only time he became aware of my presence,  he dropped the phone and ran towards me,  it was too late,  the elevator doors had already closed. I knew he would take the stairs.  I called my driver and told him to have my car ready and to be waiting as soon as I exit the elevator.  Once at the ground floor,  I saw Gideons pained expression,  he walked to me and put his hands around my waist  I tried pushing him off of me but he just held on tighter,  " Let me explain,  before you leave " he begged.  I laughed bitterly " you were going there,  so go.  I won't stand in your way,  if you need to comfort your ex  because she can't handle this,  then go,  but just know ,you've already blown it" I tried pushing him away but he wouldn't budge.  "Taylor,  Ross" I yelled for my bodyguards. "Get him off me!" they were about to grab him off,  when he let  go,  "I'm sorry " he said with tears in his eyes.  I just turned away and walked out.  I checked into a hotel and went to my room, that night I  cried myself to sleep.  I hate this. 
My sleep broke at around 3:00am I figured I wouldn't  be able to fall back to sleep and decided to check my phone.  I had 43 missed calls from Gideon -creepy right?  He  texted me 15 times.  No kidding.

1.Babe please come back we need to talk about this.

2.Please, I'm sorry.

3.Babe

4. Angel

5. Where are you?  I'm worried

6. Serena Reselle, answer me I'm worried

7. Don't do this at least tell me where you are.

8. I have my people combing the streets for  you.

9 . Come on angel,  I know you're mad,  but I  am worried sick I don't know where you are.

10. I can't sleep I need to know if you're  okay.

11. I need you here,  Serena,  text me please.

12. I'm officially losing my mind,  come home.

13. Please just tell me you're okay.

14. My security team is looking for you.

15. I'm coming to get you.

He sent that 15 minutes ago.  Oh gosh.  I quickly  gathered my things  , called Taylor  telling him to meet me at the back and that we were leaving.  I got to the lobby and noticed Gideon's men,  I slipped my hoodie over my head and walked casually past them through the emergency exit.  I hopped into my car and Taylor and I were off to the next hotel,  I checked in and my phone rang,  I answered it. 
"Where the fuck are you?  This isn't funny anymore,  it's childish."
"Don't you ever speak to me like that,  and this isn't a joke, so I'm glad you aren't seeing the humor in this,  think about  what you want to Gideon,  I'm getting on that plane tomorrow  and going back home,  we are not going to work,  we have so much shit already,  why the fuck would I plan a future with you after this?" I yelled bitterly.
There was a long silence and I heard him take a deep breath.
"Don't leave me,  not again.  I know I fucked up, but you can't leave ,not now, not ever I won't let you."
"Well I hate to break it to you,  you can't control whether I stay or leave" I said through clenched teeth.
"Please just let me come see you,  please.."he begged and I could hear his voice crack.
"You did it again,  we were supposed to be enjoying being back together and with one phone call you were ready to run over there to that bitch to console her,  because she can't deal with the truth, I don't want that.  If you want to meet me,  come now,  I'm leaving in an hour.  You can keep the clothes.  I don't want them."
" I don't care about the clothes,  I want you,  text me your address please."
"Yeah, bye."
I ended the call, and sent him the address of a nearby coffee shop.
I walked into the coffee shop and chose a table right at the back.  I just stared aimlessly at nothing ,the door of the coffee shop swung open and there he stood,  the man I couldn't stand to see right now.
He wore a baseball cap and ripped jeans with a black t-shirt and a leather jacket.
"We better hurry up, I chartered a jet for 5 am." I said bluntly.
"Angel.." he said,  he reached out for my hand and I pulled it away and crossed my arms like a pissed off teen.
"Gideon,  stop just tell me why you chose to go there?"
"Baby she was upset,  and hysterical,  she begged me."
"Why was she hysterical?" I knew the answer but I wanted him to hear it for himself, so he can understand how this is his fault.
"She saw an article online that you and I are back together."
"So basically,  what you're saying is,  she was upset that you moved on and instead of standing your ground you acted like an idiot and took her side brushing off the fact that she's your ex and instead of spending our first night together as a couple,  you were going to spend it consoling your bitter ex."

Realisation struck his face,  and I decided it was time to tell him.. Its now I never. I braced myself for the pain I knew was going to come back, I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly...