as suggested by my friend, I will begin writing daily. not only relieve stress and anxiety but it's nice to have an outlet to share your feelings with,
this morning was rather hard. I honestly wanted to sink back into my dreams and forget all of the stress of daily life however, one of my closest friends, rosie_bug managed to convince me out. when I arrived at my pal tabby's house (you'll hear about her a lot btw), we climbed bamboo until our bus came. i guess I should share my school schedule just so it's easier for me to say period 1 or 2 for example: 1A- gym 1B- art 2- science 3- history 4- reading 5- math lunch 6- spanish 7- EL in first period today I was glazing a clay tile that my class is going to turn into a mosaic second period we we're identifying organisms in a stream to determine the water quality. (ours was poor) third period we focused heavily on an open book quiz where we could work with a partner and use our notes. fourth period we had book fair and I was browsing through library books since I had no money when suddenly my class was gone. my entire class forgot I existed and left me... fifth period wasn't so bad. I finished all three math classwork and finished my homework too. lunch came around and I felt really sad because I wasn't at my normal table with a certain fellow i'm fond of. however in sixth period, I sit right next to him (which makes me really happy). today was his birthday so our class made him a card and I said "happy birthday ___ from del" with a small heart that is probs to small to see. it's weird why I like him. it's not like he's the most attractive male ever to be born but it's more the way he treats me. when he speaks to me, his voice gets soft and quiet and it makes me feel safe and secure. I like that because when i'm with my family, they are all loud and obnoxious which stresses me out, but when he speaks like that to me I feel really calm and super happy. not only that, but whenever he is around me, instead of being loud like he normally is, he's nice and understanding. I really think that's why I fancy him. anyway, after school me and my pal tabby went to an art gallery where my artwork was displayed;
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after we were in the gallery for a while we went to a restaurant and had dinner, during dinner, tabby and I snuck into the bathroom and fought each other with an unused toilet roll. it was a lot of fun but then I had to take her back home and then I went back to mine. just a while ago I was speaking with rose and she was saying how it helps with her anxiety to write in a journal and suggested I do the same so, here we are! i'll be trying my hardest to write each day. -d⃣e⃣l⃣
