Clout Chase ~ Chasing the dream

Thoughts

Logan's pov
"Logan about yesterday" Roni quietly says "umm.. yea listen I was a little jealous when Jacob came but I don't know why it's not like their is anything between us right..?" I ask looking for an
answer. ".... no no.  Yea nothing. You don't have feelings for me and I don't have for  feelings for you" she replies. I didn't want to hear that, I get a sick feeling in my stomach and I wish I never heard that. My mood went from super excited for the day today and decreased to I just don't feel like it today. "Yea yeah good to make that clear" I say faking a smile after a while with no reply.

Roni's pov
I can't believe I just said that and what I can't believe is he actually agreed to it. I was so upset, I just wanted to be alone. You might think it's ridiculous but I wanted him to like me, he makes me smile and makes me feel like even though I'm getting a lot of hate for being his rumoured gf, it's okay because I get to be with him. I didn't know what to do. I haven't like someone as much in so long. Finally someone who makes me feel like I'm worth something, but I'm not like those other girl he hangs with look at Alissa and Tessa for example. Those girls were made to be for people like Logan beautiful, funny, famous and have talent that I just don't have. All these thoughts were coming in my head. I was starting to lose it I never went this crazy for a guy before, we'll except Jacob but Jacob was my first love so how could that be possible. I don't love Logan. Wait a second..  I kept thinking of everything and the past week. I don't believe in love being that quick but the way he made me feel this way not even Jacob made me feel like that all the time we were dating. I suddenly realised "I love Logan" I say out loudly without thinking. "What did you just say, you love me, I lo.." he says but I interrupt him. "No, I said I love uhh.. snow guns " I say out loudly not thinking what I just said. But it's true I use to play with snow guns all the time. So I technically didn't lie. "Umm.. snowguns?" Logan says looking at me confused "uh... "  I start thinking what to say but he interrupts me "snowball fight great idea Roni we can use that for the vlog today" he says while smiling at me. He picks up his vlog camera and  shouts " hey what's up Logan what's popping, so me Alissa, Tessa and Jacob slept here at Roni's place while the others left to go to their place and get ready for the day Me and Roni here were hanging because this our place our crib, our main home, the place were the magic happens. Okay I don't know what that was but let's just ignore that happen. So Roni here , Roni say hi logang" he says "hi to all the logangsters" I say while waving "anyways while that was a nice little girly wave Roni , let's get on with what's poppin today. So as I was saying here this genius over there that goes by the name Roni had a crazy idea, snow gun fight. And I know what you're thinking right now, how can a choch like you make a snowgun fight happen in Los Angeles.  But here is what I say, WE'RE ALL SAVAGES HERE SO I TAKE THE CHALLENGE" he yells "for the record guys I never came up with the fight idea I only said I love snowguns" I say to the vlog  " yea okay, anyways Logang it might not be in today's vlog but we are going to try to make that happen either today or tomorrow" he says and then ends the vlog