Clout Chase ~ Chasing the dream

Never let you go

It was now the morning and with no second of sleep on me, I wasn't excited for the day except for seeing Grayson. He should be here Any second. Everyone's in my room right now, Alissa, Sommer, Carrington, Alex, Ricky, Brian and Turner. They were all watching a movie on my tv the boys on the ground and the girls on my bed.

I couldn't think about anything but yesterday.

"I'm going to get something to eat" I quickly say, all I know is I couldn't stand being awake anymore because I'm tired.

I quickly walk to the kitchen and grab a drink. "Ron" a familiar voice from behind me says. I turn around and stare at Grayson, his face had a worried expression on it and also relief. He quickly runs  up to me and hugs me tight.

I could tell he cried into the hug. My arms were just relaxed not hugging him back because all I needed was him holding me and making me feel safe, that's all I needed all night.

"I'm so glad you're okay, I'm never ever leaving you again, I'm so sorry" he says. "It's okay it wasn't your fault" I say.

"Ron!!" Ethan and Emma say worried finally running up to us. Grayson leaves my hug and they quickly come up and hug me. "I'm so sooo sorry" Emma says, "so glad you're okay" E says.

"James says he wishes he could be here and he is glad you're okay, he wanted to come out but they won't let him fly back to LA right now" Emma says. "It's okay" I say.

"Listen everyone's moved to the movie room, so me and Emma will leave you two alone but we are so glad you are okay" E says and gives me a smile, Emma hugs me again then they head off.

I look at Grayson and catch him staring at me with worry again. I hug him again, and he hugs me tight.

"Can we go sleep I haven't slept last night" I ask, "Sure" he chuckles.

We go into my room and Grayson takes off his shirt and leaves on his sweatpants, I take off my sweater and shirt and then put on a satin pj shorts and pj top to get comfortable.

I quickly get in bed with Grayson and cuddle up next to him, he holds me next to him and looks at me. I give him a kiss, smile and get comfortable on his chest to sleep.

Grayson's POV

Ronnie soon falls a sleep on my chest and I move her head for more comfort on her pillow since I know I will be sleeping too. I look at her and a tear leaves my eye. I can't imagine what would happen if I lost her, all I know is she's safe and I'm never leaving her again.

She's so amazing and I know we have only been dating for a month but my life wouldn't be the same without her, it would suck, she's my whole world and for me to even think for a second I could have lost her and without even saying goodbye it scares me.

I never want anyone to lay a hand on her or make her feel terrible, or even herself. She is the most amazing person ever, and for someone to do that makes me angry.

I kept looking at her and finally calmed down from worrying, she's still here and that's all that matters. I took a deep breath and exhaled out.

I kept staring at her and then put her back on my chest, I didn't want to sleep, I couldn't sleep, then i started playing with her soft curls. I never realized how special she really was to my life until my heart dropped the second they told me, I always knew she was an amazing addition to my life sent to make me happy, but I learned these past two weeks since my accident and yesterday's incident that Veronica Smith is my life.

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"How'd you sleep" I ask Ronnie when she begins to wake up six hours after, I have just been laying with her cuddling and watching tv.

"Great" She says, I could tell she wasn't fine because of how quiet her voice was. "Ron tell me" I say and I knew she knew what I meant.