Clout Chase ~ Chasing the dream

Alissa vs Jake

A/N skip it if you just want to read the chapter but it's just really important!! I'm sure you have all heard, Logan has made a huge huge mistake in his career and life. I won't share what happened I'm not intended to make drama or in other wise defend his actions. Because I can not defend them, it's a thing that he has to deal with and every else has to move on from it in time. This book was never intended to bully or in other saying take down another influencer, I want to continue writing this story. With no hate spread, just love, Logan should have thought about the consequences and actions he did while uploading what he did. No words describes how truly tragic suicide is! One of my own best friends had to go through mental illness to the point were she tried to take her own life multiple times! I am mad at Logan and I hope he takes time to figure out, stop vlogging for a little bit and think before he does. As an influencer and a role model his responsibilities are higher than any normal person. It's common sense to have stopped in the moment. I would love to continue the book with no hate, I have written a lot of chapters in the past days trying to upload them. But like I said, the hate isn't for me I don't like drama. So I would appreciate if you wouldn't hate on my book because of the characters or the mistakes they have done. If you simply didn't enjoy it, please just leave it. Thank you. Btw I made this chapter two months ago and couldn't upload because of the situation.

Roni's pov
I called Alissa and she picked up, this how the conversation went

Alissa: Roni you have no fricking clue how mad I am right now, I want him to die legit, he is been treating me like absolute shit for the past month. I'm over it, and this is its limit. The sad thing is I'm going to have to sleep under the same roof with him today, and I know for a fact everyone is going to be on Jakes side. They're his minions, not even my friends. I hate him and them all. (She cries while saying that)

Roni: no you are not sleeping under the same roof, as soon as he comes home, slap him girl, and leave. Tell him to clean your ish and slam the door and come over.

Alissa: I can't make you go through this Roni, you don't deserve it, if I go to your house the fans will for sure know, it will create a problem with the fans and you or Logan. They would think I'm going to Logan's. I don't need more drama. People are assuming I cheated on him when I didn't, it hurts me so much. (Cries even more)

Roni: the fan situation is true you don't need that, do you want me to come over, or do you want to just meet tomorrow outside of my apartment and your house.

Alissa: can we meet tomorrow. Just wear something like glasses and a hat to not show who you are like disguise or something. I don't feel like anymore drama, the situation is being mistreated and full of crap and Jakes/team 10's lies. Ughhh, I'm so mad

Roni:it's going to be okay babe. You don't need him, you're an independent black women you will get through this.
(I heard her laugh which was nice)

Alissa: haha you're funny. Okay how about I just meet you tomorrow at the mall then we can go clubbing and buy stuff at the mall

Roni: cool with me. See you babe

Alissa: I love you so much byeeee babe

Alissa's POV
After I hanged up, Jake walked in, that's just great. He gave me a dirty look and I kind of laughed which made him angrier, he went upstairs then slammed his door. I ran upstairs and opened the door, because I sneak in sometimes to his room I knew the password. "Get our right now I don't want to see your face" he says which broke my heart even more, if that's even possible. "Are you serious, I should be mad why the f*** are you mad" I asked we tried to be as quiet because I know everyone is vlogging, because they came with Jake. "How could you?" He broke down in his knees and started crying, "how could you, I loved you" I knelt down " you call sleeping with girls, and telling me you love me five minutes later, then kicking me out and throwing my shit, if that's love I don't want it" I started sobbing. "Alissa I know I shouldn't have done that but you shouldn't have slept with him" He says "So you can sleep with who ever you want but I can't" I ask "but with my brother" he replies. "Jake I'm so tired of this bullshit, do you really love me" I ask getting up "I do Alissa but you clearly don't how could you sleep with someone when we are in love with each other you cheated on me" he says "oh my god are you serious, and what do you call what you're doing" Jake says "I thought it was an open relationship" he says "Oh so it can only be an open relationship for you" I ask "Well.. just get out I don't want to see your ass in this house by tomorrow" he says "wow just wow" I say and slam the door.

Jakes pov
After Alissa left, I cried and broke down. I still haven't vlogged, for tomorrow's vlog. I decided to open my phone and all I see is everyone calling me a snake and shit. I saw Alissa's tweets, I was done. I went downstairs and filmed a video, "so me and Alissa are having problems" I start. Then Erika and them get in it and start talking about her. Alissa was jamming music really loud "can you shut that off" I shout, no reply just the music getting louder. I run upstairs slam the door open, and break her old stereo. She looks at me and then just comes up to me looks at me then goes in the bathroom. She starts crying and I hear her. I go and listen to her crying and then say " I think it's better if we aren't friends anymore" I say quietly "I don't think we ever were really friends because I just found out I had a fake one" she says. That broke my heart and I just felt terrible, I regret everything, if I see her face I just picture Logan, it's amazing how this girl changed me. I loved her and have never felt that about anyone before. I sit down leaning on her bathroom door. She stays there and then I hear her stop crying. I open the door, and see her sleeping, I looked at her and all I want to do is hug her. I carry her, and lay her down on the bed. "Alissa, you are my bestfriend, you are the love of my life, the one that I want to wake up to everyday, the thought of you even being with someone else stings, the thought of you hating me wants me to end my life, I can't believe I did that to you, I can't believe you slept with Logan I mean Logan of all people my own brother, but the reason I'm mad is because I'm mad at myself for not being the one you love and want but instead became the one who you regret and hate. I just want you to know because today might be the last day I ever see you. I love you and I never will stop loving you!" I say and kiss her. She was sleeping and didn't hear any of that. I shut the lights and pick up the stereo. I shut the door as I leave, and hoped that one day she will forgive me.