Clout Chase ~ Chasing the dream

Innocence

It's been two weeks since Grayson proposed to me. Me and him are doing great, this week he is in New York for meetings.

I dropped him and Ethan off at the airport with Emma this morning. I go back to the clout house today finally, as much as I liked staying with Gray and E, they annoy me at most times, they get into so many stupid arguements on who is the better twin and I'm always in the middle of them.

E thinks it's unfair that they ask me since Gray is my boyfriend but I think it's stupid that they compete in everything, who's faster, Smarter and the weirdest one was who can take their clothes off faster. They actually tested that and since E lost both smarter and Faster he seemed to have one the taking off of clothing challenge and to make it fair they dressed up the same.

I swear to god they're such idiots sometimes.

"Guess who's back" I yelled as I got out of the elevator.

"Well hello stranger" Alissa Hugged me

"Where have you been for the past week squid?" Ricky asks

"Ayy Ronnie it's been a minute" Rice says as he sees me

Ricky hugs me and then Rice

"Where's mrs Gum" I ask Rice

"She's at a modeling shoot right now" he says disappointed

"Why the sad face" I ask

"He's just mad that he couldn't use her for click bait" Ricky chuckles

"Hey it's not like that" Rice says to him

"Oh really then why are you sad?" Ricky asks

"Okay fine I'm clickbaitless" Rice pouts and sits down with frustration

"Unless Alis.." Rice begins to say

"Don't even think about it" Banks says making Alissa chuckle

"What about you Ronnie" he asks

"I would Bryan but I'm taking a YouTube break" I say

"Oh yeah I'm sorry forgot about that" he says

"All good" I reply.

"Why don't you use Ricky as click bait?" Alissa asks

"Dude what if Ricky dressed as a girl for the day in my vlog" Alissa says again

"That's not happening!" Ricky says to Alissa

"What about you Rice" she asks

They continue talking and begging Rice to do it and eventually he gives in and they make the video

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Rice, Alissa, Banks and Chantel have been filming all day and now they went out to eat, they asked if I wanted to join but I told them I didn't feel like going out.

I know what going out with them means, paparazzi which leads to questions, which leads to drama and I hate drama

Do you know the saying all press is good press. Well for me it's more like no press is good press

Being a youtuber you usually never make headlines for something good. In my case I have had many of those.

Let me start with some starting about two years.

"Mystery girl leaves with Logan Paul and Arrives at his brother, Jake Paul's house"

"Logan Paul announces his breakup with Veronica over social media after being spotted with Chloe Bennett"