Clout Chase ~ Chasing the dream

Not over you

There he is the blonde boy and his girlfriend. "I'm so sorry we don't know who invited them" Carrington says as she hugs me.

"No no it's fine, you know what maybe staying away fro Logan by not talking or hearing about how happy he is with Chloe is the wrong decision. Maybe I just need to face reality and this will help me get through it" I say.

I turn around, him hugging her laughing with this friends and then he looks at me and his smile completely fades away.

"Yeah maybe I was wrong" I say as I turn around and start crying. I run trying to find my car everyone of my friend groups calling Ronnie. "Where is my fucking car" I yell getting everyone's attention.

"Okay calm down what do you need" Alissa says hugging me tight, everyone including Chantel,Tessa and Jacob, and every clout gang member surrounding us. "I-I just need to go home, I need to go home like right now,right now please" I say as I start sobbing.

"Okay sweetie listen to me we are getting you home okay." Alissa says catching my attention. "Where's your board" Rice asks. "It's by where we were" I say pointing at the direction I had my heart broken again.

Do you understand when someone you use to make happy, were there everything moves on from you and tells you they're much happier now. That there smile and happiness fades away once the get a glance at you.

It's like he hates me. What did I do?

Rice gets me board and Alissa, Chantel and Sommer ride the car with me whilst Alissa drives.Whilst Tessa, Carrington and Jacob ride Jacobs car. Teawap, Banks and Rice get in with Mitchell and Matt. Some faze members already left since they wanted to apparently see Tfue and Ninja play a duo on fortnite.

Sommer and Chantel holding and hugging me tightly as I just stay calm. "Am I not pretty enough, or like talented enough" I ask with a weak voice. "No no no, listen sometimes to find the one you're going to have to go through some shitty ones okay. Me and Alissa have been with Logan and honestly you two don't belong together, you deserve the world. He might have found the one,  but you need to find yourself babe. After that it's going to be so much easier to see the good ones" Chantel explains.

"Answer me honestly, why does he hate me? Why did his smile drop?" I ask ignoring everything Chantel said. "His smile dropped because he saw how much heartbreak he caused one of his best friends." Sommer explains.

I just sit there looking at the bottom of my car. We finally pulled up to the garage behind us three cars.

"Who is the third one?" I ask looking at the same car as mine the Bronco 1960 "I don't know" Alissa says as she looks over. "Oh my god" James gets out of the car and hugs me.

"I'm so sorry" Emma says running behind James. "It's fine" I chuckle, as you could tell I'm faking.

The twins behind them not saying anything since they don't know me enough. "Hey" I say to them with a chuckle breaking the awkward tension.

"Hey, I'm sorry about" Ethan begins to say and I cut him off. "Please don't be, come in let's go watch a movie okay." I say to everyone and smile at Ethan then at Grayson.

I could tell them apart easily. They looked similar for brothers but not twins.

We all get upstairs, some taking the stairs to change since their rooms are above.

"Does anyone have some sister comfy clothes I can borrow because I am wet, and not the good kind" James says we all get what he meant and start laughing. (I'm just imagining him saying that In his voice.

Me and Emma laugh. We were in my room me, James and Emma .The others went to go to change.

"Sure Emma want something too" I ask. "Why not maybe I won't look like a potato" she says making us laugh. "Trust me if a potato looked like that, everyone will be eating that shit up" James says making me laug