Clout Chase ~ Chasing the dream

Never Again

Ronnie's POV
"Ronnie no dont" Emma stops me from leavings "Ron I saw him, he's happy." Ashley says. "If you love him just let him go and if it's meant to be Ron I promise sweetie he will come back" Cindy says.

"No he promised he promised me that me and him were forever" I say as I get teary.

"Guys I'm sorry let her go." Alissa says opening the door.

"What ?Alissa" Ashley yells as I walk out the door.

Alissa's POV

"Alissa what the fuck?" James says. "This is what she needs, she needs closure to finally enjoy her time, if she went on that trip wondering she will never enjoy it." I reply and sit

"Alissa's right? Ron will never ever stop thinking. She thinks way too much and worries. She needs to worry about herself and enjoy" Ashley replies.

"Okay I just feel bad. When she goes there she's going to see Gray happy with Katya and it's going to break her" Tessa says.

"Gray isn't happy" Emma says.

"He cries at night worrying about her but Katya is like a drug for Gray, he spends all night worried about Ron and wondering what he did wrong, whilst Katya is there as his fuck buddy. Nothing more to it" she adds on

"Seriously I was wondering why he was with that bitch again" Tessa says and sits, we all chuckle

"Well either way I do think that both need a break. The problem with Ron is she needs to figure out what she wants and love herself before being with Grayson and Grayson needs that too" Ashley says

"Agreed" Me and Sommer say.

"I'm just sister sad that Gronnie isn't a thing right now. Even though they were extremely close you could feel the love and they were A perfect match" James says and pouts.

"Same" everyone says.

Ronnie's POV

"Where are you going?" Ethan says and hops in his car. "Your place to see your brother" I reply and get in his car "well let's go." I command him. "Are you sure?" He asks me.

"Yeah it's not over ,not with him" I reply and then Ethan nods then drives.

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We get to there place and E stays in the car. Whilst I walk over and knock on Grays door.

"What Ethan?" Grayson yells and then opens it.

He looks at me with nothing but pain, he just stands there and I look at him then I quickly hug him. He doesn't hug back, he just stands there whilst I can feel his hot breath that was hitching on my face.

"No!" He yells and backs away from me. "Gray.." I say but he cuts me off. "Who do you think you are? You break my heart and then expect us to be fine. Don't you understand Veronica," he never calls me that.

"Don't you understand that you-you broke me. You hurt me and left me wondering if It was my fault, it's never my fault, it's yours. You- you-you confuse me, you don't like me, then you say you're not good enough for me, then you love me, then you date, then you dump me for caring about you. It's you and it's always been you but you made me feel like it was always me, that it was always my fault. And for that all I have to say is thank you for teaching me a lesson, but with you it's never again" he says and slams the door in front of me.

"Gray" I faintly say and then sit on the porch's  "Veronica Smith, how are you? obsessing over my man, oh yeah ,again. Keep your stinking paws off him, alright? You see this is how the real world works hunny, the pretty and talented girls who fit in get the guy, not the new girl from Canada who's mommy's little girl and has no talent or isn't even pretty. This is why..." and then Ethan cuts her off.

"THATS ENOUGH KATYA" Ethan yells. She smirks at me and takes out her key and opens the door. He gave her a key?

"I'm sorry about that, it's not true and you know it" he sits next to me. I lean my head against his shoulder

"E?" I ask and he looks at me. "Is he happy?"

"Do you honestly believe that someone could be happy with that witch?" He says and smirks. I look up at him and I chuckle then rest my head again

"Then why is he with her?" I sigh. "I don't know Ron. I don't know. He's broken, and" he sighs. "And you're the only one who can fix him" he says

"No...I'm the one who broke him" I say quietly then get up.

"Can you take me home?"

"Of course" he says and smiles.

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On the drive home it was pretty quiet. My head was resting against the window and I just watched the road as we drove back. I never realized but there house is pretty far from my mine. It was about about a twenty minute drive.

"So you excited about the vacation they planned you?" E breaks the silence and looks at me.

"Yeah" is at and smile at him. "You going to miss Emma" I ask and re rest my head on the window. "Nah fuck no she been annoying me for the past year!" Ethan chuckles and I chuckle.

"It's going to be fine you know" he says quietly and looks at me, I continue resting my head on the window but look at him. "Yeah" I sigh and turn my head back to the view of the street lights.

"Gray's just angry but confused, and Katya isn't much of a help" he says. "All I know is my brother was happy with you and if he just listens .you two will back better than ever. You might not like what I'm about to say Ron, but, it's good- it's good that you two broke up, everyone including the both of you know you're meant to be, but not right now, right now is you ,Ronnie, it's about you, and you can't make it about when you're making it about him. So forgive  me when I say this, Grayson doesn't need you right now and you don't need him, you never did, but it was better with you two being together, and I think you too forgot that part. You shouldn't depend on your partner for everything Ron, just to be there, but in Grayson's term he shouldn't have been there 24/7 and everyone seems to know it but you two" Ethan sighs.

Wow so that's what everyone think of our relationship, it kind of sucked that everyone saw it happening except the two of us.

"Youre right" I say. "Of course I'm always right" he chuckles.

"Come here" he says and opens his non steering arm and grabs my shoulders to hug me. "To me you're always going to be Grayson's girl and his bestfriend, not me, you, I might be his twin but you understand him on a deeper level than I did and I have known the dude since womb" he says and let's go of his hold on me as we arrive.

"Thanks E" I say. "For the ride and for the talk and the defending with Katya" I say as I open the door. "Hey treat me as your brother,I'm just doing what should be done, never thank me for that. come on let's go up and enjoy the rest of the time I have with you and the rest before you guys head off" he says and nods his head to the direction of the door.

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Until next time, X