Clout Chase ~ Chasing the dream

Fuck it

"You know Katia is just using him right?" Ethan says as he sits down.

"What?" I say because He got my attention.

"Katia, she doesn't even like Grayson. They met because she was heartbroken over a guy and he was heartbroken because of, Well because of you" he says.

I sigh. Just awesome.

"It's really not my place to know this Ethan. He doesn't even look at me now. " I sigh and begin walking to my room.

"Please Ronnie. I have tried and tried to make him understand it, she's been cheating on him with her ex but he just doesn't want to believe me. She's been lying to him and I have to do something, you're the onl-" he begins to say but I cut him off.

"If he really cared about me, he would've never left me when I needed him most. I respect him enough to back off when I need to. I'm sorry E" I say and shut the door.

A tear leaves my eyes. I am so pissed off. I feel like I'm always alone and everything is a test.

I groan loudly. Then order a ticket back to LA

I begin angrily throwing everything back in the bag. I have only an hour and a half to get to the airport so I shower, put on a sweater and sweatpants.

I begin leaving when Katia steps in.

I smile at her but an evil smirk is plastered on her face. Then she turns around and looks in the mirror re putting her lipstick.

Ok. Well that was weird, I roll my eyes.

"Just so you know, me and Grayson. Nothing can come between us not even a little clout chaser like you. No one even wants you here, it's good you're leaving" she says as I begin opening the door.

What the fuck.

I freeze, am I just imagining her saying that.

I continue walking and close the door then go downstairs and get in the Uber.

A tear leaves my eyes then a couple more.

"Hey Sommer, I'm really sorry I couldn't be there. There is an emergency. So I have to go back to LA ASAP. Don't let this ruin your party. When you guys are back I promise I will make it up to you" I lied again leaving her yet another voice mail.

I get on the plane and head back to LA.

NEXT MORNING

I finally get back home and it was empty since everyone's at LV.

I got ready and went to the gym.

"Hey can I have a photo please" a fan came up to me.

"Of course" I say and smiled at the camera whilst hugging her.

"Thank you"

"Always here for you. Have a good day" I say.

I finally get a workout in and go back.

SKIP A WEEK

Everyone comes back to LA today. I have done nothing, didn't vlog, didn't go to the gym again.

It felt like night and day, watching sad movies and crying.

Not crying at the movie in general.

Every time I get those emotional I run back to Toronto but this time I'm overcoming it plus my doctor would never let me leave LA at this rate.

"We are home Ronnie" I hear Alissa yell as she enters my room with Sommer

"Hey guys" I say

"We Missed you" Sommer says