Broken friends

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Alissa's POV
I woke up on my bed, then remembered what happened yesterday. I broke down in tears again, this time I sobbed I couldn't stop. Tessa suddenly comes in "Alissa Alissa Alissa" she started to say and cry with me, "I love you so much don't cry, you don't deserve this" she says. "You all hate me he hates me the entire world hates me and thinks I cheated and I'm a snake, I should just end my life, I c.can't anymore" I say in between sniffs. "I love you and you know he loves you. Even if the whole world hated you, I wouldn't never ever will hate you. It's me and you forever right" she says and cries and hugs me. I just hug her back, and lay on her chest. Then suddenly I fall asleep.

Tessa's pov
After Alissa falls asleep, I go into Jake's room. "Jake I know you are going to yell at me and probably kick me out. But you're a sick, how could you kick her out, how could you do that in front of the whole world tell them she cheated when she didn't. I understand you're hurt, but don't you think you deserved it. After all those girls" I said then he interrupted "Tessa for your good I will choose your actions very clear sly after this, I didn't mean to hurt her. This is a business not a love story, she should have known that I'm not a committed person."He says "oh so when she doesn't commit you kick her out, what kind of sick business is this" I shout "one that you chose to pick and sign a contract to, remember. I don't want you to be hanging with Alissa, if you do you're out of the team and I will see you. You can't post videos without my permission, consider your career over if you choose Alissa" he says "oh wow Jake that's never going to happen" I say and slam his door shut. Alissa was there hearing everything, and I mean everything.

Alissa's POV
Tessa walks out and says "Alissa.." says but I interrupt her "Tessa you don't have to, just do it. This is your career I can't make y.." and then she interrupts me by hugging me. "Never, never say that again. If we have to pretend for my career then will do it but we are always best friends no matter what. Jake can think we aren't but in my heart we always will be wherever in the world you will be. Promise you won't hurt yourself Alissa, you're the reason why I'm here, my best-friend" she says and cries "we will pretend Tessa but it will be hard. I want you to be a dancer and an amazing actor. If you can't be that because of me it will break me. But not being friends with you will break me too" I say. We hug and then suddenly Jake walks out and then looks at us then looks down and walks away. I roll my eyes at him and Tessa giggles.

I was hiding the truth from her, I still love him, he doesn't anymore clearly. Even if he didn't treat me right, he was still the best thing that ever happened to me. I'm so broken I don't how to fix this. "Need to vlog because I haven't done that all week, and mr money downstairs will get mad if I don't" she says and I laugh and wipe my tears away.

Tessa leaves to go vlog, it's still really early in the morning probably 8 a.m so Roni won't be up yet. I texted her to see what time we are meeting.

Me: hey b, what time we meeting @?

10 minutes later

Roni: Heyy, how u feeling, and how bout 3 p.m??
Me: not that well honestly and yea sure why not?
Roni:aight did you find a place
Me: staying with Chantel for a few months while I find an apartment at least that's the plan
Roni: okay that sounds good as long as you have a place to stay
Me:yea love you. I'm going to eat ttyl

After I sent the message, I went downstairs. As soon as I came everyone rolled their eyes except for Tessa. I felt so disgusting like I did something wrong. I just ignored them and went to the kitchen and grabbed a fruit salad bowl that was in the fridge from yesterday. Jake came to the kitchen saw me and his smile turned into a frown. I just walked away and went upstairs.

Seconds later Jake came in. "When are you leaving" he said "today" I replied not giving him eye contact and getting up to go to the bathroom. "Where are you staying" he asked " none of your business" I said. Came up to him seeing his eyes were red possibly from crying or something else but he looked like he was going to cry. I wanted to say sorry but I also wanted to hit him. "Are you going to be with someone you know at least someone safe" he said "yes and this time it's going to be someone who I actually love" I didn't mean that. He just looked down and walked out of the room. I wanted to say I didn't mean that, I wanted to say that I love him, I wanted to say that I forgive him, I wanted to say let's be together. But what I didn't want to do was get hurt again.

After I was done the shower. I went to my closet and tried to get a hat and glasses so fans won't recognize me. White and black jeans.

I didn't wear makeup

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I didn't wear makeup. It was now 10 a.m so I decided to go and grab food. I ordered an Uber that should be here in ten minutes. I was going to wait in the room but Jake came in. "Alissa I know I have no right to ask this but are you staying with a guy?" He asks that pissed me off "yup" I lied. I grabbed my bag and phone and left. I was waiting outside, then Jake came. My Uber wasn't here yet which was weird. "Are you dating him" he asks " No Jake I'm not dating him, I'm hooking up with him" I lied again he looked down and asked "is it Logan" "no Jake it's another guy I was hooking up with behind your back" I kept lying their was no way I could stop. "Oh" he said and then looked at me with a tear rolling down his face. I felt bad, but he did it to me. Then my Uber came, and I just walked away and got in.

Jake's pov
When she got in that Uber, I was about to kill someone. I was mad but mostly that I let this amazing girl away because of my stupid actions. I decided to follow her and see who the guy was. But only to see them drop her off at McDonalds guessing for food. I waited outside, and spying to see if a guy would walk in or meet her. But no one showed up. She suddenly saw me, and came outside. I thought she was coming towards me but then I saw her do the most shocking thing ever.

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