Make A Wish

Fight

I walked downstairs and began making breakfast for Kian and I. I finished fixing the bacon when my phone went off. I checked it and saw a new video from Kian and Jc. I looked at the thumbnail and my heart broke a little.

I watched it and seeing Tana give Kian a lap dance and Corinna give him a hickey made my blood boil. Then he kissed Corinna and that pissed me off even more. I finished cooking breakfast and heard footsteps coming down the stairs. "Morning babe." He said and wrapped his arms around my waist. I shoved him off. "Damn. Someone's time of the month?" That was the final straw. "No Kian it isn't! The fact that you think it's okay to cheat on me for views is in despicable and hurtful. Now fuck off would you?" He looked at me. "What the hell are you talking about?" I showed him the video and he rubbed the back of his neck.

"Babe I'm sorry. I know it was wrong of me, but it didn't mean anything." "Kian that's what they all fucking say!" "I know but I really mean it!" "No you don't Kian! No one does that and doesn't mean it! You meant to do it and it sure as hell meant something! If it had been click bait I would've understood, but what you did? No. That's not going to be forgiven or forgotten for that matter." I stomped upstairs and slammed our bedroom door.

I sat on the bed in disbelief. Why would Kian do something such as that and expect me not to be hurt by it? He's known me for three years, he knows I'm sensitive. Maybe he's stopped caring? Maybe he's an idiot? I didn't know, nor did I want to. I wanted to leave. Maybe for good, maybe not. I wasn't sure of anything right now. I just needed to get away from him.

I slipped some clothes on quickly, not paying much attention to makeup. I grabbed my bag and phone and walked downstairs. I reached the door only to have Kian grab my wrist. He had tear stains on his eyes, which were a pinkish red. "Don't go, please. I'll get down on my knees and beg if you want. I know you're going to do just what I would if I were in your place. You're just going to try and drink your problems away. And you shouldn't. But I need you. You know I need you. I know I broke your heart, I didn't mean to, but that's aside from the truthful point. The point is, I shouldn't have done it, and I'm sorry. If you still want to leave then there's nothing I can do to stop you though I wish you'd st-" I cut him off my kissing him. He'd never really apologized like that before, and it honestly changed my perspective of the problem.

"Does this mean you won't leave my sorry ass?" I giggled and nodded. "Sometimes I wanna slap you across the face. Sometimes I wanna kiss you and never stop. This really is true love isn't it?" He nodded and kissed me slowly. I smiled as he rested his forehead against mine. "Can we go get these clothes off and back into my t-shirt?" I nodded. "I'd like that." He nodded. "Race ya?" "There's my girl." "Last one to the top is a dick tickler!" He chuckled and chased me all the way to the top of the stairs and grabbed me. He kissed my cheek and held me close. Just the arms I knew brought me home