Don't you hate it when someone you've loved for years, likes some gross slut? Yeah, me too. I'm not being over dramatic either, my best friend, Gee, and dating some girl named Jessica and she literally fucks guys every other day. I would love to tell him but I know it's gonna hurt him. I've been thinking about telling my best friends, Mikey, Ray, and Frank but I'm not sure.
I laid in my bed, contemplating what to do. If I tell the guys, their gonna think I'm saying it because I like Gee. I thought long and hard until I eventually fell asleep. I dreamt about nothingness because I was too deep into thought. I was violently waken by my annoying alarm and jumped out of bed. It was Friday and today was the day I was going to tell Mikey, Ray, and Frank about Jessica's secret.
I quickly got dressed and went out the front door with my bag. I checked my phone and texted the guys, except Gee, that I needed to tell them something important at lunch. I was already dreading the conversation but I had to tell them because soon enough, Gerard's gonna find out on his own.
The first few periods before lunch went by fast surprisingly, and soon we were at lunch. When I walked in, my friends were already sitting at our table. I rushed over there and grabbed Frank by the collar.
"Hey! Y/n, what're you-"
"Shh!" I said, bringing my finger to my lip and pulling him to the back of the cafeteria.
"I'm going to tell Gee today..." I said.
"Tell him what?" Frank said, he soon realized what I meant and his eyes went wide.
"He's gonna be ruined. Man, he loves Jessica!" He said. I sighed at the thought of Gee loving Jessica... I loved him and he couldn't see it.
"Well, it's too late, I already have the plan set up." I quickly told him my plan and we headed back to the table.
I sat down and noticed that Gerard had left to sit with dumb Jessica. I rolled my eyes and looked down. God, I really did love him.
"Hey, he'll come back to you, don't worry." Ray whispered in my ear.
"I don't like him though..." I said nervously.
"Y/n, don't play with me, it's clear that you like him." He said, I smiled and huged him. Ray always knew how to comfort me.
The rest of the day sucked ass but I made it through. As the dismissal bell rang, I ran to my locker, grabbed my bag and headed out the main entrance. I looked aroung for my friends, once I finally found them I ran up to them.
"Hey Y/n." Gee said sweetly. I wonder if he knew what he was doing to me.
"Hey Gee, we should all go to your house today... we yours and Mikey's." I laughed a bit. He agreed and off we went to Mikey and Gerards house. The walk there was full of me thinking of the worst scenarios possible. What is he doesn't like me after I tell him about Jess? What is he hates me afterwards?! My eyes started to tear up, the thought out Gerard hating me made me want to die. I pushed away all the bad thoughts and looked at Frank who happened to be watching me get divored by my thoughts.
"He's not going to hate you if that's what you're thinking. He'll be upset but he won't hate you." Frank said quietly. I hoped he was right.
As we arived at the brothers' house, I took a deep breath.
"Gerard, can you come here for a sec?" I asked nervously.
"Sure." he replied. I grabbed Gee by the hand and led him to his room. As we walked in, I shut the door behind us.
"So Gee, uhh," I sighed and looked down. "So about Jessica, um, Jess is... cheating on you. I've seen it happen with my own eyes, she almost has a new guy every day." I looked up at the boy standing in front of me, Gerard looked heartbroken, and it was all my fault. "I'm sorry, Gee, but I couldn't let you keep dating her as she was sleeping around behind your back." Gerard sat down on his bed and laid down, coverig his tear stained face. You fucked up, Y/n.
"Gee, it's gonna be okay."
"No it's not! No one will ever love me!" He shouted. My eyes filled with tears when he said that because I loved him. The guys must've heard Gerard shout because in a few seconds, they were in the doorway behind me.
"What happened?" Mikey asked.
"No one loves me, that's what happened!" Gee screamed. I coudn't stand how he was acting like this, he doesn't even know how it feels to not be loved.
"Fuck you too then!!" I screamed, tears running down my face. "You say no one loves you when half the fucking world loves you, you're fucking famous, Gerard, and if you really wanna hear who loves you... it's me! I've loved you for so long and now you're crying about how no one loves you-" my voice cracked from crying and I ran to the living room and out the front door. I cound't take it anymore, it was all too much.
I ran and ran and ran until I finally got to the park and sat on a bench. I was out of breath and too sad to even care who saw me cry. I sobbed on the bench for at least ten minutes until I felt someone sit right next to me. I looked up and saw Gee.
"I'm sorry for how I acted. Truth be told, I knew Jessica was cheating but I only stayed with her to take my mind off of you. I've loved you for so long and I thought you could never love me... I'm sorry Y/n." Gerard said, I could tell he was serious.
"I shouldn't have overreact like that, I was honestly such a bitch about everything and I understand if you're still mad and-" I was then cut off by Gee's lips on mine. Our lips moved in sync and it was the best feeling ever... until it ended of course.
"Would you wanna maybe... be my girlfriend, Y/n?" he asked me, staring right into my eyes.
"Depends... will you drop Jessica?" I asked, smiling because I knew the answer.
"Of course!"
"Then yes!" We both stood up and kissed until we heard a camera go off. We both turned to see Frank holding a camera and Mikey and Ray behind him.
"That's a keeper! Cutest couple by far!" Frank said. We all laughed and I hugged Gerard. I couldn't be happier.
A/N: hope you guys enjoyed!!!! I've had this fic in my head for SO LONG!!!!!
anyways, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!
Stay safe, killjoys!!
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