Today was a fucking shitty day. I got dumped by my girlfriend, even though she was cheating on me, then some kid tripped me in the middle of the cafeteria!!!!! After that I went to gym and I just so happened to get my fucking period! So yeah, today fucking sucked. So, I'm gonna drink all my problems away.
I sat in front of my dresser and opened my bottom drawer, where I hid all my weed, drinks, and spare razors. I wasn't a bad kid but, you need a brake from the world sometimes, you know? I had my bottle of vodka and since my dad, Gerard, and all my uncles were in the living room... I decided to just stay up here.
I got that bottle of vodka down in 10min with only a sip left to spare. I quickly started to lose my balance. For some reason, my drunk ass thought it would be a good idea to go downstairs and talk to my dad and uncles.
I got downstairs and sat right next to my dad. I started to fidget with things and my dad just gave me a strange look. "You ok, hun?" I looked at him with a toothy smile, "I'm just great! I'm spinning, Dad. Everything is just so adorable. Look at all the guys, having a great time. God, I need money!!!" I laughed, not knowing what the fuck I was talking about.
*Drunk you POV*
Everything is so pretty! I'm gonna get up and I'm gonna put my foot on the ground, and push up! "Y/n, are you ok? You're acting really weird!" Mikey said to me. "Mikey I'm like so cool, man. I'm on fire! Oh no!! Ray, snakes have no arms!" Tears came to my eyes. "Y/n, what are you talking about?!?" Ray said. I started to laugh. Wow, this room is so cool, there's a big screen on the wall!!!
*Narrator's POV*
Y/n had no idea what the fuck was going on. She grinned and jumped right over to Frank. "Hey, Frankie!! You're hair is pretty!" She said with a finger in her mouth. "Gee, something isn't right with Y/n-" then he smelled it. Frank smelled the liquor on Y/n's breath. "Gee, she's drunk, I can smell it." Everyone had a concerned look on their face. "Hey, Y/n, why don't we get you to bed? You don't want to be tired do you?" Gerard said with the sweetest voice. He wasn't going to be so sweet tomorrow morning though.
"Yeah, dad! I'll go to sleep and then I can open my presents in the morning!!!" (Yikes!)
*Your POV*
I woke up with the worst headache ever! Well, that's what I get. I didn't remember anything that happened except.. oh no! I can't believe I went downstairs last night. Now my dad is gonna be pissed. He dealt with a drinking problem and to see his little girl get drunk without him knowing must've been hard.
I'm gonna have to face him sooner or later. So I headed downstairs and braced myself for the worst. When I got down, the tv wasn't even on and everyone sat in silence. ( |-/ ) "Uhh, hey dad! Have I ever told you how much I love you?" All he did was glare at me. "Sit." He said in a dark tone. This is not good...
"Care to tell me why you were drunk last night? Cause I would love to know why my baby thought she had to chug a whole bottle of vodka. Oh yeah, I found the bottle by the way." Shit. "Well uh, I had a shit day at school and my girlfriend dumped me and when I got home I didn't want to brake that promise I made you (the promise she made was she would never cut herself again) so I figured I'd drink my problems away. Everyone always says that it works but damn, I didn't think about the headache afterwards." I said while rubbing my head.
"Y/n, you don't have to drink your problems away. I was here all day yesterday! If you were having a bad day you could've talked to me about it. I thought drinking your problems away was the answer too when I was younger but it's not! You only get worse in the end. Don't let me catch you drunk ever again, ok? I don't want you to get hurt one day.."
I had no words. I didn't know he cared that much. I felt so bad and I felt like crying but I held it in cause I didn't want to show my uncles that I was weak. Especially Mikey, there was something special about him. He seemed like he cared. "Dad, I'm sorry I didn't just talk to you. You probably really hate me now so I'll just," I tear fell from my eye. Damn it! "I'll just go upstairs. You don't have to take my phone away by the way. It smashed when that guy tripped me yesterday. I'll just be in my room." I mumbled. I'm surprised I even got those words out! I felt like I was about to have a meltdown!
"Hun, wait!" I turned around and saw my dad with his arms open, ready for a hug. I looked down and ran towards him. He wrapped me in a giant embrace. It felt good to hug him. It felt good to see someone cared. He smelled like he always did; coffee and cigarettes. I liked it cause it reminded me of home.
A/N: this one was a bit longer, good amount of drama, I might add ;)
