Bruised Heart//Kakashi x Reader

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You had woken up from the lack of warmth you had felt in the bed you were currently sleeping in. You for sure thought that after your heated session in the shower with Kakashi, the two of you had fallen asleep in each other's arms. You sat up, a frown plastered on your face. You were so used to waking up to Kakashi's face, not seeing it felt so wrong to you.

Getting off the bed, an attitude forming, you put a robe on and walked out to the kitchen, hoping to find Kakashi, but still, he was nowhere to be seen. Eye twitching, you went over to Yato's room, knocking on the door, but you didn't receive a response. You opened the door only to be met with a clean room, but no Yato.

Your anxiety started to kick in when countless scenarios were being created in your head. 'What if he left early?...No, no Kakashi isn't like that...What if something happened to Yato and him? No...That doesn't sound right either.' You groaned in frustration. You walked back to the bedroom, putting on loose, comfy clothes before putting on your shoes and rushing out the door.

You were heading for Sasuke's house, if Kakashi wasn't home, maybe he was there. You guys were supposed to head over there, after all. While walking down the oddly quiet road that leads to Sasuke's house, you found yourself thinking about the song you were going to sing. You already knew which one it was going to be, the hard part was going to be where you could perform it.

"Aha!" You slammed your fist into your open hand. It was as if a light bulb went off in your head. 'I could ask Mr.Suku. Even though he told me to take it easy because I'm pregnant. The old man might be nice enough to let me sing on stage one last time.' Your head now with a different mindset, you went straight towards the bar. Luckily for you, it wasn't too far from Sasuke's house and where you were right now.

After a nice ten minute walk, you arrived at the bar, knowing it was closed until later tonight. Still, you knock on the tattered wooden door in hopes that someone would answer. Sure enough, Mr. Suku's emerald green eyes met yours when he opened the door, confusion covered on his face.

"(Y/n), my dead! It's been too long, come in, come in."You smiled warmly at him before walking inside of the bar that you had once deemed as home. The smell of cedar and pine filled the air along with the scent of the food being prepared in the back for the upcoming night. You inhaled the scent, not knowing how much you missed it until now. You turned to Mr. Suku, eyes gleaming with excitement.

"Long time no see, (Y/n), how have you been?" He took a seat at one of the tables, motioning for you to come sit down. You gladly took a seat, your feet and back had been killing you ever since you had woke up this morning. "I've been alright I suppose. I moved in with Kakashi, you've already met Yato I believe." Your eyes cast downwards. "Kakashi and Yato have to go on a mission tomorrow morning. They're going to be gone for months."Your words got caught in your throat as you continued to speak.

"Oh, sweetie." Mr. Suku's concerned voice met your ears as he stood up and got behind you, rubbing your back soothingly. "I was wondering if I could sing a song for him tonight here, like as something for a go away party? I don't know, my mind isn't exactly straight right now." He nodded understandingly before he felt a rush of excitement flow through his body.

"Of course! I could get all of your friends and even the Hokage to come here and surprise Kakashi and Yato. Your job will be to get the both of them here and of course, you can sing hun. You can come here and sing whenever you want to. I was just saying that you can't be doing that every night. The stress isn't good for the baby." He smiled at you before he ran off yelling at the people who were currently setting up for the night to start preparing for the party.

You chuckled at his antics, he always knew how to make you feel better. You stood up, a smiling at him before telling him you were off to go get the two boys and that you were going to go and prepare for tonight.

~Le time skip to Sasuke's house because Author Chan is writing this at 3 am~

You had finally arrived at Sasuke's house, ready to find the boys inside conversating. You knocked on the door lightly, waiting for someone to open it up. It didn't take long for the familiar mop of blond hair to come to the door and open it with a wide smile.

"Hey Naruto," You smiled at him, giving him a light hug. "Please tell me Kakashi and Yato are in there. I can't find them anywhere." You looked up at him with glossy eyes. Naruto bit his lip as if hesitant to tell you something, that's not the answer you wanted.

"You know Naruto, all of this stress really isn't good for the baby. Something bad could happen to me or the baby if I don't know where he is." Yep. You pulled out that card and slammed it onto the table. You were desperate for answers and you wanted them now. You saw Naruto's eyes widen before he fully came outside, closing the door behind him.

"Why do you have to always do this to me, (y/n)?" He whined before continuing. "They're both inside but told me not to tell you."He shakily whispered in your ear. "Oh?" Getting upset you cracked your knuckles. "And why's that? No. Actually, I'll just find out myself." With that, you disappeared, ending up in the small closet next to the living room of the house, somewhere you knew would be good for eavesdropping.

"Listen Sasuke," You snapped towards upwards, that was definitely Kakashi's voice. "I already told you why I had to go away for so long. I'm trusting you to take care of (y/n) and possibly my child if I'm not back in time. Like I said the Hokage predicted I'd be gone anywhere from six months to over a year." Your jaw went slack at hearing this,'He told me it was only for a few months...He lied to me.' You clenched your fists and sucked in a breath.

"Okay? And I said have you told (y/n) about all this? How do you think she's gonna feel when I'm gonna be the one holding her hand when she gives birth to the baby, hn?" You cracked your neck before throwing the door open. "Yeah, Kakashi. How do you think I'd feel?" The three boy slowly turned towards you and a guilty Naruto slowly came into the room, one of his hands behind the back of his neck.

You made eye contact with Kakashi, growing more pissed off by the second. Then you turned your head towards Yato, whos head hung down in shame. Sasuke had gotten up and moved towards Naruto, he had only seen that look in your eye once in the time that the two of you had known each other, and what he saw came with it, he didn't want to see again.

You took a few deep breaths, trying to calm down. You knew how bad stress was for yourself and the baby, but you couldn't help but be upset at the situation. "Kakashi, dear please tell me why you for one, lied to me and secondly why you tried to hide this behind my back? Did you honestly think I would be stupid enough not to realize that you were gone? Or that Yato was too? Kakashi I'm honestly so pissed at you right now, I don't even want to look at you." You crossed your arms over your chest and turned towards Naruto and Sasuke, who were looking at you with sympathy.

You didn't even give him a chance to talk before you started going off again. "You know its funny how two men who aren't even the father of my child gave me the respect to tell me the truth about the situation. Hell, Sasuke even tried to make you change your mind from what I heard. I bet you dragged Yato along too just for shits and giggles. And to think the past two days I've been working on something to surprise you with before you leave. For what was it again?" You turned to him, your face lacking any emotion besides betrayal.

"(Y/n) I... I just couldn't bear the thought of you being upset with me. Being away from you for so long was punishment enough." Kakashi stood up, slowly walking towards you. You only backed up with every step he took. "Well, maybe you should have thought about how I would have felt before you lied to me. I need some time to cool down. If you have any dignity left, come by the bar where I used to work tonight around eight." You rolled your eyes and before looking down towards the ground.

Maybe you overreacted a little bit. but still, lying to you wasn't going to help the situation Kakashi and you were in, it'd only make it worse. This being proof of just that. Even though you were still mad at him, you knew you wouldn't be able to stay mad forever. And you didn't want him to leave and not possibly come back with an argument in his mind. After Kakashi said he'd be there, along with the other three boys in the room, you teleported in order to get to your house faster so you could get ready for tonight. You just hoped that he liked it, that's all that mattered to you.