aggression

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(Jiwon's pov)
(Mentions of abuse, you can skip this if you get triggered)

We were having a couple of beers at the bar, Seungyoon and I were about to leave while the others kept being loud about wanting us to stay. We were getting a lot of attention but you know how the boys love a spotlight. I left to the bathroom while they talked. I don't know if it was a coincidence or if it was intentional but when I came back Adam and his little gang were at our table. They clearly wanted to fight, they complained about our table being too loud and it didn't matter what we said they'd only get angrier and angrier. When I arrived it was already a mess and it was obviously not going to end well. I tried pulling Adam aside to tell him to calm down but he didn't have it. The moment I touched his arm, he snapped. He said, I quote:
"- Are you running back to me once again, you little bitch? Well, I don't want your prude ass anymore. I lost my time with you and got nothing on return.
- I loved you. I gave you everything I could. And it was never enough. I was never enough.  You were always so aggressive, clearly, you haven't changed.
-  You always refused to have sex! What the hell would you be useful for if you didn't want to have sex?!
- We've been through this already, ok? You were aggressive and you never asked for my permission and at the end I was disgusted by you."
That's when he slapped me for the first time. It wasn't the first time he did something like that to me. It brought back some memories. After that my blood boiled and I just needed to say everything that I always wanted to say to him. I screamed a lot. I said that I could get him arrested if I wanted because I have enough proofs. I screamed and cried and let it all out. I called him coward, abuser, manipulative, disgusting, aggressor, raper... He didn't let it pass. His friends held my friends so they couldn't do anything. He beated me until I was unconscious and after that he kept beating me and only stopped when the cops arrived. He ran away. They want me to turn him in. I don't wanna talk to them, Bin.
Hanbin expression never changed during the story. After I finish telling him what happened he turns his eyes to our intertwined hands. I'm afraid he's just gonna leave. Instead, he tightens the grip on my hand, reassuringly.
- I can stay with you while you give your testimony if you want. But you really have to do it, he crossed the line a long time ago. He needs to respond to his actions.
- But I...
- Jiwon, no. You have to do it. He's a sociopath, he's probably hurting other people right now. Think about how many people he can hurt if you don't stop him.
I fiddle with his fingers while thinking for a while.
- You're gonna be there with me, right?
- Of course, baby.
Hanbin gets up and lightly kisses my forehead, giving me a warm smile, never letting go of my hand. He makes me feel like everything will always be ok, just because I have him.

(A/n: How was it? I hope it's ok. I don't like to end things on such a heavy note so here we have a picture of Double B cuddling. Byee~ ♡)

 Byee~ ♡)

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