Roommates [Double B]

'Hurt'

After a couple of hours we managed to fix one song that Hanbin had written and we start to find the right beats for the song I wrote. While Hanbin worked on the beat I tried to write another song, maybe a slower one? I get lost in thoughts and about 20 minutes later I had the entire thing finished. I reread it to try to find any mistakes or things that I didn't like but it looks pretty decent. It's a song about Adam. I shouldn't have written it, honestly. It's a sad song. I guess I was just sad. I have been sad for a long time now to be honest. I guess I shouldn't have been so naive but I was young and confused. I needed someone and he was there but he didn't needed me. I guess I stayed silent for too long because Hanbin called me with a worried voice.
- Did you write another song?
- Yes.
- How is it called?
I think for a little before replying:
- Hurt.
- Can... Can I read it?
I sigh deeply. I think about how deep the song really is. It's pretty clear what happened. Maybe it's time for him to know...
- Okay.
He grabs the piece of paper and starts reading it. After a few seconds he looks back at me, he seems a little surprised. I look down at my hands and wait for him to read the rest. I eventually look back at him. His expression is blank once again. He looks up.
- He... was your boyfriend?
I nod lightly and look down, finding my hands incredibly interesting.
- He... Treated you... Badly...
I nod once again, without looking at him. Saying that is probably an euphemism, but it's not a lie. Suddenly, I hear the chair creaking and in two steps Hanbin gets closer and take my hands on his. He pulls me until I stand by his side. I look at him, tears on my eyes threatening to fall. He lets go of my hands and pull me by my neck until I'm resting my face on his shoulder. He holds me tight with his arms around my neck. I take a second to process what's happening but then I put my arms around his waist and hold it as tightly as I can, hugging him back. I feel a sudden wave of relief hitting me and I start crying once again.