Roommates [Double B]

apologies

(Hanbin's pov)

- I'm sorry, I didn't mean to act like that I was just stressed because the song didn't turn out how I wanted. A lot of things didn't turn out how I wanted.
- I'm not mad at you.
He tries to walk past me but I block his way.
- Are you sure?
- Yes, I'm sure... Look, I just don't like when you treat me like that, I was trying to help and you kept being rude.
- I won't do it again.
- Good.
I walk closer to him and slide my arms to his waist, holding him close to me. I place my forehead on his. I don't know when I closed my eyes. I feel Jiwon removing his forehead from mine to move it to my shoulder while he puts his arms around my neck. I sway our bodies lightly, like we're dancing to a slow song with no music. With my eyes still closed I ask softly:
- Can we continue from where we stopped yesterday?
He removes his head from my shoulder and opens his eyes, staring right back at mine. He nods lightly, like he's too nervous to say anything.
I place a kiss on his cheek, making my heart flutter and his cheeks flush. I move to kiss his jaw and neck right after. His skin feels so soft and the feelings feel so much more alive because we're sober. We're alone, slow dancing on our room and I wouldn't want it any other way. I glue our foreheads once again, but this time I can feel his heavy breathing against my lips. I slowly close the gap, waiting to see if he would turn away or stop me but he didn't, instead he closes his eyes. My lips meet his a second later and I feel like my insides are going to explode. My heart hurts, my stomach burns and I can't breathe properly but I don't give a fuck because when he moves his lips and grips my hair, my mind goes blank. I could die right now and I wouldn't feel a thing besides immeasurable happiness. His soft plumpy lips move against mine hungrily, and I grab the sides of his shirt to pull him closer. I push myself harder against him and we stumble a little across the room. My grip around his waist gets desperately tight and he pulls my hair with more strength. I would probably keep kissing him until I passed out for lack of air, but he disconnects our lips. We stay on each other's embrace while we're heavily panting. He clears his throat.
- We should go have dinner.
- Ok. It's my treat.
He smiles widely.
- Alright.