Roommates [Double B]

bad thoughts

(Back to Jiwon's pov)

I close the door to the bathroom and sigh heavily. I knock my head against the door and close my eyes for a minute. What the actual fuck is happening with my life. Why did my heart hurt when Hanbin touched my face like that. Fuck, why am I like this. Why did Adam just had to come out of fucking nowhere to hunt my life once again. Just when I was starting to feel fine again. Now my mind is freaking out and constantly screaming for help while I try to stay cool on the outside. I turn around to face the mirror. My face is red and a bit swollen from all the crying. I wash it the best I can and try to get over all the bad thoughts in my head. I dry it with a towel and take a deep breath before I walk out of the bathroom, into the living room to see Hanbin putting the popcorn into bowls. I plop myself on the couch and he plops on the opposite side right after, giving me a bowl. Our legs are tangled on each other but it's comfortable, so we don't say anything. He gets the remote control and puts the movie on. It's not really about the movie, is more about just taking our minds off our problems and staying together. Like he's silently saying that he's here for me. It makes me feel better and warm inside when I think about it. We watch the movie, not a single word coming from our mouths since we left the bedroom.