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Ini bukan update, maaf. Hehe. Nanti saya sambung update ya. 

Tbh I'm so shocked when I read that Jonghyun, my bias committed suicide. He passed away and it's confirmed by police but SM doesn't give their official statement yet. They found Jonghyun dead in his home at 6.30 p.m, he was lying on his floor with a coal briquette burning (carbon monoxide poisoning). Based off of reports, he was still alive as he was being transported to the hospital, however he passed away en route to the hospital. 

I'm so speechless when I saw the news on Instagram. Honestly, Jonghyun was a great singer. His albums are great, seriously. My all-time-favourite is She is, released on 2016. He's my first bias in SHINee. I don't know, people started to spread negativity of SM, maybe they'd made he feel depressed and stressed out. He'd suffered a lot through the year, since the day they've debuted. 

But, he and SHINee created a lot of amazing achievements. Since their debut era till Tell Me What To Do era, it's awesome. They made a lot of tour around the world, and every members given to create their own career in solo singing, acting and hosting. And I guess this is the reason why SHINee didn't make any comeback this year after a long hiatus from TMWTD era, their repackaged album of 1 of 1.

It's painful knowing you can only offer nothing but love for someone you look up to, yet still oblivious to their own personal struggles, you feel powerless and guilty that there's else you could've done. 

Mental health isn't a joke. 

We lost a beautiful and talented soul tonight.

Thank you for creating great music, great concert, for showing love for the fans, for staying strong all these years, for being with your SHINee members. Thank you for making us smile. Thank you for your existence in K-pop industry, Kim Jong Hyun. Shawols and other fandoms love you. 

xoxo,

-redrose.

I'm sorry for disturbing this chapter. I'm so sad since Jonghyun was one of my main bias. I've appreciated him since Married to The Music era, the year that I've started to be a kpoppers. And I've searched some of their songs, Ring Ding Dong, Replay and others. 

:) #lotsoflovejonghyun 

18th December 2017.

27 years of Jonghyun's existence will be appreciated.