(billies pov)
I don't know what made me do it. He's hurt me so much before, why should I care about him? I can't help but care, its just my nature. When someone is distressed, I can't bear to see them upset, even if it they don't care about me. I wish someone would do that to me.
(mikes pov)
I never expected Billie's arms be comforting. The feeling of his touch dragged me back to my repressed memories of Bill and I, splashing each other in the pool, making a snowman with a phallic imagery, and the most heart wrenching of all: watching billie receive his guitar. He was so happy he hugged me and told me to help him learn. Sadly I never got to do that.
Suddenly I feel hot tears rolling down my cheeks.
"Billie.." I whispered, barely audible.
"Yeah Mikey?"
Hearing him call me by my childhood nickname broke me.
"Billie, I'm so sorry. I want to be your brother again."
For once, I let my emotions go. It felt so good.
(billies pov)
Those were the words I had secretly been longing to hear for years. I started sobbing and hugging him tighter. His super strong arms squeezed me back. We sat like that for an hour, just holding each other. I didn't realize how much I'd missed him.
"Hey Mike?"
"Yeah Bill?"
"I can't breathe."
"Oh. Sorry."
(a/n: hey!! sorry its just a filler. i feel like before the events go full swing, muke and billie needed to redeem their love.
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falling from the stars
Fiksi Penggemarhighest rank- #1 trillie billie is a 16 year old loner who has only one friend at school, mike. when he recieves a laptop from mike for christmas, he discovers an online chat room where he can talk to other people. billie finds someone who will chan...
