One Shot Series 3

Hurt And Lonely

(Inspired by MJ's song Stranger in Moscow, sorry for all the Michael based stories I just really love him and how he can have a song for any kind of situation, I advise watching the music video too, it's just really really beautiful and Michael was really misunderstood and I think Justin is too in a way and it's just one of my favourite songs of his and I just think Michael was a beautiful person lol ok I'm going off topic enjoy the oneshot bye)

Justin's POV

I had been hurt in the past, bad enough to make me not trust anybody. I pushed people away, and really effected me. I was having a hard time dealing with all of the rumours, all the allegations, all the stupid lies and made up stories against me. I was just living a lonely life. I felt like no-one understood me, they viewed me as some kind of disgusting criminal, when I clearly wasn't. Some people didn't even take the time to hear what I had to say, they just read some tabloid and automatically thought that I was the bad guy, and they had no idea how much that hurt me. People would be all up in my face, flashing their cameras from every angle, asking me all kinds of silly questions, and saying awful things about me which weren't true at all.

People would follow me and give me such a hard time, I found it really hard to cope, I wanted to just give up and die. It was mentally, emotionally and physically draining, and left me with almost no one to trust. People shouldn't judge others by what they read in magazines or what they see on the TV, not all the things they say are true. Dealing with fame and fortune isn't as easy as say it is. I took all kinds of pills to help me deal with the stress of it all. I was paranoid, isolated, alone, almost on the verge of insanity.... I didn't know who to turn to. I felt like I was nothing.

Completely distant from the world. Like I didn't mean anything to anyone, I was like shit on the floor, putting it bluntly. Sometimes late at night, when there would be heavy rain falling, (which was very beautiful to me), I would take walks and wander around the blocks, just to see if I could make new friends, just have someone to talk to, someone who could understand what I was going through and ask if I was alright, and I would pour my heart out to them about how I'm feeling but I would just end up coming back home and cry myself to sleep.

When Demi came around me finally felt like there was light in my life, like I could trust again. I tried my best not to ruin what I had with her, I let her in trusting her with my heart. She was the only one who understood me, and loved me for who I am and not the false bad guy image people created about me. Demi never judged me or made things up about me. She saw that I was a kind, considerate and loving man at heart. She made me feel loved, like no one had ever loved me before. All I needed was to have someone by my side and tell me that it was all going to blow over and everything would be fine. She also made me feel safe and most of all she made me happy. She always had that faith in me and supported me no matter what the situation was. All the loneliness and fear and sadness disappeared when she was with me.