Hello?
Can anyone hear me?
I'm lost
Lost in a sea of darkness of witch there is no escape
Lost in the empty void
The only place you feel like your drowning and dying of thirst at the same time
People think they can see right through me and maybe they do
For I am an empty shell void of all feelings and emotions
That's what you see?
Or do you see a girl who laughs at the jokes she doesn't even find funny
Who laughs for the sake of laughing
Who laughs with pure joy and not a care in the world?
Is that what you see?
Of course it is
That's what you all see
Only some will see right through me
See the empty shell that is me
The nothingness
The emptiness
But do you really see me?
Or am I just telling you you do
No
No you don't see me
Empty shell
Laughing girl
No
I am both and nether at the same time
The laughing girl?
A mask
The empty shell
A half lye
Sometimes I'm empty but that's when I'm most content
No
I am not an empty shell or a laughing girl
But a pain filled host
Pain itself clings to me
It uses me as a vessel witch it never leaves
It uses me till I fill and fill
And fill and fill
And fill and fill
It uses me till I can't take it anymore
And I scream
Scream louder then the loudest chime of a bell
Scream louder then anyone has ever screamed in the entire history of life itself
But nobody hears me
Nobody
And the ones that do?
Turn there backs and walk away
Like I don't exist
Like I'm not worth there time
Like I'm not human like them
But a lesser being that has no place in there world
Nothing
I am nothing
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The Dark Side
Poetry⚠️disclaimer⚠️these poems contain self harm and themes of depression and suicide Basically a bunch of poems that I pulled out of the top of my head. Most of them are really depressing so if you like that kind of poetry well your in the "write" place...
