My Fault

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Did you even care?
Bitterness overwhelms me
Like a storm could ready to poor misery and self pity on its next victim
Covering me like a vale
Raping around me like a poisonous viper
Suffocating me
Like I'm drowning
Like I'm being berried alive
Like I've been reborn
I can no longer see clearly
I know I use to care for people but...
But I know longer can see the good in people
In life
The storm clouds cover me and fills me with lightning so I can strike down people with my tainted hands
The vale making me seem harmless
The viper fills me with venom to spit at the people I once called friends and family
But not yet
I don't know if I can go for much longer without hurting someone.
So I hurt myself
Blood drips from my arm as I attempt to release the venom from my veins
Bruises cover my skin as I try to exercise the lighting from my body
If this works I may be able to last
But it isn't
It isn't working
It only delays
Eventually I will have to discard this retched body and disappear
For I cannot live with the lives I may endanger or reduce to dust

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