"It hurts"
Curled up in bed I speak the words I cannot
"Please, make it stop"
All I can here is the laughter in my head
"Stop? Never."
It feels like my heart is being ripped into peace's
"Was I ever loved?"
The pain increases and I tense
Breathing heavily
"Is this worth it?"
Tears begin to fall from my eyes as I sob
Uncontrollably
"You don't deserve to live"
I pick up my phone.
Someone
Anyone
Help
But as I send the plea the pain only increases and your responses fill my eyes with more tears
Heartbreak
But no one broke it
It was you
I have everything but...
The pain won't stop
I don't know how to make it stop
And
I'm scared of what I might do
So please
Someone save meFrom the dark a hand reaches out
Soft
comforting
The pain doesn't stop
But
Your eyes tell me that everything is going to be ok
So I'll cry into your shoulder
Until the pain is gone
And I'm whole again________________________________
Art by me.
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The Dark Side
Poetry⚠️disclaimer⚠️these poems contain self harm and themes of depression and suicide Basically a bunch of poems that I pulled out of the top of my head. Most of them are really depressing so if you like that kind of poetry well your in the "write" place...