Roomates // G.B.D

44

*One week later*

¤Grayson's P.O.V¤

It has been a week. Nothing has changed. The doctor said he can't give more time for Melanie to wake up. She has 2 weeks left. I am devistated. Melanie's parents have left to go back to New Jersey for a short period of time. They will be back at the end of the second week. Tessa and Ethan are taking care of Kiwi. They are all still in the hotel of LA. I am in the hospital most of the time. Sitting by Melanie's bed and holding her cold hand. She can't even do anything at this point. Her concussion has gotten worse. Her treatment isn't helping her. The oxygen mask is always on her face, covering her mouth and nose. Her heartbeat is slowing down with each day of the week. Her soft hand is pressed against my cheek by my hand.
"I can't let you go, princess." I said as a tear fell down my cheek and hit the soft fabric of the bed.
"I just can't." I said barely above a whisper.

¤Melanie's P.O.V¤

Have. To. Build. Up. All. Of. The. Strenght!
Gosh dammit. I can't do shit. Why can't the freacking doctor just give me more fucking time. I won't be able to wake up!
"No, don't say that. You will wake up. You have to wake up. For Grayson."
"Oh shush. Maybe I will wake up, maybe I won't. There is a 70% chance that I won't wake up. Grayson will have to move on and live his beautiful life without me"
"You have 2 weeks, sweetheart, you need to try." My thoughts still won't leave me alone.
"I know I have 2 freacking weeks. But what if I won't be able to do shit with-in those weeks?"
"Then your point will be proven."
Oh my gosh. I am literally having a conversation with my thoughts. I'm going crazy!
My hand was always held by Grayson, which I loved. I am going to miss that feeling. I am going to miss being loved, hugged, kissed by Him. I heard every single word that has came out of his mouth. I am going to miss his angelic voice. I am going to miss him.
"I wish you would just wake up now." Grayson's voice echoed through my ears. I wish that too, Grayson, I really do.
"I have faith and hope in you, my babygirl. We all do." He spoke again. I felt a slight frown come upon my face. I guess he noticed cause he silently gasped but then stopped. He realised that I'm not happy about the state that I'm in. He realised that this is all I can do and nothing more.
"I really am going to miss you, princess." He said as he let out a silent sob.

"No, Grayson, don't say that. She is going to wake up." My thoughts spoke.
"You do realise that he can't hear you, right?"
"Pfft, yeah, I knew that."

It hurt me so much to know that Grayson is in this state. Because of me. We shouldn't have went to that beach. I should've never went in the water. If we wouldn't have gone to the beach, this wouldn't be happening. Me and Grayson would be cuddling on our couch, in Boston, with pizza on the coffee table and Kiwi on our laps. We would be watching Stranger Things on the TV. We would be happy. But now, we are nowhere near happy. We are both in a bad mental state. I just wish this wouldn't be happening.

A/N
Hope you enjoyed the 44th chapter of this story. Sorry for any mistakes. The chapters are just getting shorter and shorter. This book is coming to an end soon. Bye ♡