My girlfriend's mom

It should have been me

( Lisa's, Nancy's and Skylar's outfits☝)

( next day)

-Nancy's POV-

I'm really worried about Skylar, she hasn't returned any of my texts or calls.

I walk into the kitchen mom, I'm really worried about Skylar I tell her worried, she still hasn't texted or called you? She questions.

No, nothing I replie with my voice cracking, do you think she doesn't want to be with me anymore? I question with a tear going down my cheek.

She walks up to me and hugs me with me hugging back I'm sure she still wants to be with you, you shouldn't worry she tells me rubbing my back.

But why would she just get up and leave like that without saying anything? I question.

She sighs I don't know sweety she replies, I should go to her house to see if she's there I say pulling away from her.

You think that's a good idea, I mean what if something is going on like a family issue she tells me.

Yeah, your right I replie, I'm gonna text Nicole and Matt if they've seen or heard from her I continue walking out of the kitchen.

-Lisa's POV-

Nancy walks out of the kitchen who is Matt? I say to myself, he's probably a friend of Skylar I say to myself again.

To be honest I'm really worried about Skylar too I just can't really show it because of Nancy.

Clayton had to have said something to Skylar because she was fine before he came over.

I really don't know why he doesn't like Skylar I mean she's not a bad kid or anything, not only because I'm having sex with her but before all of that started I thought she's a nice kid.

And I really don't know why Clayton is trying to get back together with me, he's the one who cheated on me with that skank now all of sudden he wants to get back together with me.

I don't want to get back together with someone who cheated on me with someone younger and not like Nancy and Skylar's age I'm talking about 23.

-Skylar's POV-

I'm at home and I'm laying on my bed staring up at the ceiling, my phone goes off with another text and I know it's Nancy.

She's been calling and texting me since I left her house, my phone starts ringing meaning she's calling me so I get up grabbing it.

I turn it off because I'm getting tired of the beeping every second, my wrist hurts really flippin' bad and the doctor gave me pain medince but I don't use it because I just wanna deal with the pain.

I get up putting my phone in my pocket and grab my car keys then head downstairs.

My parents aren't home so I walk out walking up to my car getting in starting it then back out.

I get to the beach parking my car getting out and start walking, I get to mine and Rose's rock sitting down on it looking at the ocean.

I don't really care if Clayton likes me or not but him saying I don't love Nancy and I'm a little "freak" that really hurt me so I just got up and left.

To top it all off I was pissed off and my dad starting shit with me I just blew up.

Why does my life have to be so hard I say to myself, a tear rolls down my cheek while I continue looking at the view.

It's not my fault that we got into the car accident and my dad still blames me for it.

I still remember the day of her funeral.

( September 3rd 2011)

I'm looking at myself in the mirror and I'm ready to go to Roses funeral, I walk out of my room heading downstairs to see at the door.

Ready? She ask giving me a small smile, yeah I replie also giving her a small smile then we walk out of the house.

( at the church for the funeral)

Right now it's the viewing and everybody is up at the coffin looking at Roses body crying.

After everybody is done I walk up to see her laying there looking peaceful, I take out a the necklace that I gave her on her birthday.

It's the I love you to the moon and back and it has a little half of a moon to it.

I look to see if anyone is looking and no one isn't so I put the necklace around her neck.

She was wearing the necklace the last time she told me she loved me, at the scene of the accident I took it off of her before the police, the paramedics and the firefighters showed up.

I look at her again I love you Rosie I tell her kissing my hand and put it on her cheek.

I sigh turning around then walk up to my mom and dad sitting down next to my mom.

It's my dad, mom then me at the end and I feel someone looking at me so I look up to my right to see my dad glaring at me.

I look down at my hands then look back up at him to see he is still looking at me.

I move uncomfortable in my seat looking back down at my hands why is he looking at me like that? I say to myself with the funeral starting.

( after the funeral)

We just got back from the funeral and I head straight to my room, I get to my room turning on my tv with mine and Roses favorite tv show is on which is spongebob and I know it's for kids but we love spongebob.

I flop myself onto my bed looking at the tv blankly then a few minutes later there's a knock at the door.

I can see in the corner of my eye it's my mom are you okay? She ask me concerned.

I'm fine I replie looking at then back at the tv, are you sure, we come back from Roses funeral and you come up her and watch spongebob she says.

I'm fine I tell her not looking away from the tv, a few seconds later she leaves closing the door.

I don't know what it is I am sad and everything but I'm the only one who didn't cry at the funeral throughout the whole thing.

( end of flashback)

I mean look Rose was so good, she got really good grades, she had a bunch of friends and my parents loved her more than me well my dad does.

And look at me I mind a get good grades, I only hangout with Nancy, Nicole and Matt and to top it all off I'm cheating on my girlfrend who I love with her mom.

Maybe my dad is right, it should have been me that died in that accident and not Rose.

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Chapter 31 done, sorry for any spelling mistakes. So Lisa and Nancy are worried about Skylar and Skylar is just really depress and is over thinking things, what will happen in the next chapter? Read more to find out.