Both Identities Fell Inlove

IDENTITY 17

WARNING: NAKAKA NOSEBLEED PO ANG POV NA ITO!

KENZO'S POV

Kenzo Ford on your screen. Filipino-American. My mom is an American, and my dad is a Filipino.

And before I forget to mention, I am JV's brother.

Is this POV suppose to be about me myself or my relationship with JV?

Ok, I think that will be both.

Sorry kung di ako masyadong magtatagalog for this POV. I had a hard time talking in tagalog.

I have been living in America since I was in high school until I turn to college now.

I will try my best to talk in tagalog . As long as I can.

At ayon nga, JV or I think you used to know him as Jhon Van Ford. He was my little brother.

The last time I saw him was 5 years ago if I am not mistaken.

Hindi kasi siya sumasama to Mom and Dad whenever they visit me to America. I do not know why.

I think he was busy to his studies.. well, I hope so...

JV do not really want to study. Napililitan, napilpitan, nalipipitan? wait what do you call that? Nalipititan?

Basta, he was forced to study. He wanted to be succesful, simply by doing nothing.

You see? He was very very irresponsible.

He thought Mom and Dad liked me more since then.

Di niya alam, what Mom and Dad want him to do is to be responsible as I was.

I used to tell him that he must change his habits and try be a responsible son.

Pero tiningnan niya yun in a negative way. He thought I was disgracing him.

Akala niya nilalait ko siya.

He do not know how I care about him. He thought I was pulling him down and destroying his image to our parents.

In conclusion, I should say that JV seems to be so childish. He never tried to understand things because he only care for himself.

I think I should tell more about myself right? It is my Point of view, what am I doing.

So, as I said, I was a responsible person. I follow what Dad and Mom tell to me, that is why they said I was responsible and obedient.

And yes, I had never drunk or smoke. Wala po akong bisyo. When I say I am responsible, I really mean it. Lol.

I've got no girlfriend, but I have someone who used to be very special in my life.

Kababata ko siya, she was the first one I fell in love since then....

.....until now

She was the one I always dream of. And even it seems to be impossible, I always wish for her. Always.

But, sadly, she loved someone. Ganun naman siguro lagi I guess.

When you love someone, they love another one.

Pero hindi parin ako sumusuko.

I still fight for her. Even it seems to be impossible.

Pero ang masakit pa, sa sariling kapatid ko pa siya na inlove.

Hahaha.

You were all right, it is Leilanie Worelock.

Simula noong tumira ako sa America, I have never seen her.

This is a real joke. I love Leilanie. Leilanie loves JV and JV loves another woman. See?

Let us not talk about it, I do not want to.

By the way, I decided to come back to the Philippines for awhile. Matagal tagal na din noong bumalik ako.

I also missed the place where I use to live when I was a child.

Papa-alis na ako sa America and I called Mom para ipaalam sa ka niya.
If I am not mistaken, mayroon ata silang meeting sa Singapore. They told it to me the last time we talked.

"Hello Mom?"

"Hello Ken" Mom answered

"I will go back in the Philippines. I am now in the Airport" I said

"Really? We will wait for you!" I can tell how excited my Mom is by her voice's tone.

"I thought you have a business meeting to Singapore?" I said

"No son. It can wait. Maybe we will take it the other day. We will wait for you!" Mom said.

Oh. They really loved me. I hung the call and arrived to the Philippines

/after a couple of hour/

Finally, I am here. I missed the air and everything.

I went to our house and I noticed that alot did change in here.

Buildings got higher than it was before.

I opened the door of our house. I really miss this. I cannot help but to smile because of the memories flashing back into my mind.

"Welcome back!" Sinalubong ako nina Mom and Dad. Even JV.

He gets higher than me. I hugged them all.

But I noticed that JV is not happy.

Well, hindi ko siya masisisi. Before we seperated, masama pa ang memory na iniwan namin sa isa't isa.

I tell stories alot, maybe next time. I will tell you what it was next time.

So I hugged them. And thank for the simple celebration for me.

"Pwede na ba akong umakyat para matulog?" JV asked.

"JV, can you stay please? Talk to your brother. You had no conversation since then" My Mom replied.

He gave a lazy reaction and he sat on a sofa.

I can see to him that he don't still forget what happened to us.

Even me, I still don't forget it. Ang pagkaiiba, pakaibaba, I mean pagkakabaiba. I mean the difference, I told you I got a hard time talking in tagalog. By the way, as I was saying, the difference is, I forgave him for what he does to me. But I think he did not.

It was almost 5 or 6 years but it seems fresh for him.

Yun siya eh.

--after a week---

So it was a week since I arrived here in the Philippines. I went into different parts of it. Baguio, Palawan, Boracay etc . Philippines still has its beauty and is not fading away.

I think 6am na akong nakarating sa bahay. Masyado kasing matagal ang byahe, so I slept on the sofa.

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"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"

Nagising ako sa sigaw, sigaw ng isang babae.

I bet it is not my Mom. Maybe it was the maid.  But no, it came from the room of..... of JV?

No wayy. Did our maid sleep on JV's room? No way.

I rush on his room and it is slighty opened.

I opened it thoroughly, and....

"What happened h---" I WAS SHOCKED!

"FATRICIA?!!"

NAPASIGAW AKO IN JOLT AND SURPRISE.

REALLY? FATRICIA IS HERE? ON JV'S BED? NAKED??

NO WAYYY

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