☼ | Three Empty Words (Illuminate)

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Today is the day when me and Shawn gonna celebrate our 1 year anniverasary of our relationship. But he's acting kinda weird lately, like coming home really late, always go somewhere without telling me, sometimes he's getting drunk at home.

I brush it off cause I thought maybe he's just trying to make me scared.

I've been waiting him for 2 hours in the dining room and it's 2 AM now, I was dissapointed. If he couldn't make it today, at least he give me an information. Not just missing like this.

Someone's step is heard just about I was going to bed, crying and pour all of my weight.

I started to look at him, he's drunk. And he smells perfume.

"It's 2 AM, you're late," I said, he only stare me blankly without saying anything or even feel sorry just a little bit.

"Who care? I'm enjoying with this girls gosh.." He chuckled after he said that.

"It's our anniversary, Shawn. Didn't you remember?" My voice cracked at the end cause I couldn't take it anymore.

He groaned and now he stare at me with im-sorry stare. I run away from him and lock myself in bedroom, cry, and let everything out.

"Open the door, (y/n)!" Shawn yelled at the front door, I didn't respond him, but keep crying.

"I-I'm sorry okay!" He banging my door again, but still, I didn't say anything just cry, even untill I sob.

"I love you," His voice become softer and cracked at the end.

"N-No, you d-don't, you never did," I choked with my own word, he still banging the door, craving me to open the door and let him in.

"J-Just stop, Shawn! Stop banging the door!" I yelled as loud as I could, he bang the door one more time and finally stopped.

"If you're not actually in love with me, then stop. Stop saying those three empty words," I whisper.

"Go the hell out from my house, Shawn. Pack your stuff tomorrow."

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28 dec 2017

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