Constellations - |reylo|

chapter 12

Bens p.o.v.

few days later

i can't believe this, i can't believe i let her get away and i have to get these idiots help to get her back, but they can't seem to know how to tie their own shoes let alone track someone.

i rub my face in my hands and groan, we have been at this for days, i haven't slept since she left or eaten or functioned.

i have tried to contact her  but she shut off our link all together. she couldn't have gone far right? right?

" what do we got?" i ask to anyone

i wait for an answer and look around, everyone keeps their head down  and mutters amongst themselves.

idiots

the time seems to be going slower, i hear every sound every tick from the clock every breath.

"does anyone have any idea where the hell she could be!" i scream slamming my hand on the table.

i can hardly breathe, i can feel my blood boiling. i cant see my vision is blurry and i'm running out of hope.

" didn't your mom teach you to respect others" someone sasses

i look around for the voice and notice everyone shakes their head no at me and my eyes land on him the traitor,

i narrow my eyes at him and throw him an accusing finger.

"you, you traitor." i mumble angrily

" yes me sweetheart how did ya guess" he batts his eyes at me mockingly

" you have no right to treat me this way fn-2187" i pronounce bitterly

he walks towards me casually a smirk plastered on his face, i look around and notice everyone has their heads down pretending not to notice our conversation, i scoff , maker they are such imbeciles.

i square my shoulders back and stand taller than before,

he stands right in front of me and looks up and tries to look as menacing as possible

he smirks and looks up at me

"that's right i forgot supreme leader" he spits with venom

"forget it traitor, do you have any idea where rey might be ?" i  relax , lowering my shoulders

" what did you do this time benny boy?"  he chuckles

" i don't remember what i did i wasn't in control of my mind when she left." i gritted out through my teeth

he shook his head and let out an angry laugh " are you serious you weren't in control of your mind, are you kidding who could've done it this time kylo ren, snoke is dead and you're in control, who did it this time huh?" he raised his voice and we were both getting angrier by the second and he would'nt shut his mouth.

" you wouldnt understand finn" i gritted out, my hands clenched to my sides my fingernails digging into my palms

" oh really temper tantrum boy, looks like your about to have another one now"  he pushed his hand onto my chest and shoved me backwards

" you need to watch yourself finn, you have no idea what you're doing" i warned smoke practically coming out of my ears

"oh really" he chuckled " i need to watch my self you need to watch yourself, you let a great girl like rey fall out of your reach just because you could'nt control your mind, i would do anything for her i would die for rey, you don't deserve her. if you really loved her you would know that she ran back home to jakku because that's the only place she felt security!" he screamed at me his face bright red

i couldn't breathe i lifted my hand up and he came up in the air with it

"wait ben i-" he struggled clawing at his neck.

" you listen to me " i was seething trying to hold myself together

" i do deserve rey more than you ever will, you don't not have what we have and i will do anything to make her happy, do you understand and you could never make her happy ever" i spoke through gritted teeth

i threw him to the ground rougher than needed and walked past him heading to the ship dock

" you will never love rey as much as i do ben never" he screamed

i rolled my eyes and scoffed, whatever, it's time to go to jakku.

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A.N.

Im baaaccckkk, i feel like its been forever since ive updated this thing man, i do apologize for it though. At first i had writers block then now im having some family problems and i decided i needed a break so here i am.

Ill probably upload one or two more chapters today so you all wont have to keep waiting to read the next part,

So what did you think of their little argument, this was kind of a filler chapter but i had to show somewhere that he was ready to find and her and get her back hopefully. Anywho i also wanted to know if i should continue writing this are you all bored of it or should i continue i haven't really decided yet but if you could comment and tell me what i should do and your thoughts on the story that would be great:)

~ thanks for reading my dudes <3 B