reys p.o.v.
I sighed and dug my hands into the sand, why is this such a big deal to you rey?
" you know what this is what i wanted i wanted him to get better, but i feel like hes doing this to spite me not because he wants help" i say to myself as i pull the sand off the ground and letting it fall back down
footsteps approach me and sand flings in my direction, really again?
i keep my head down and shake my head, just ignore him rey
" get up scavenger." the voice commands
" listen ren i thought you were leaving to ach-to -" i stand and stop in place squinting at the figure before me
he chuckles darkly " fortunately no i am not your emo boyfriend" he takes a step forward
who is this? the red hair, pale skin, emo boyfriend? wait what?
i stand my ground and put my hands on my hips, putting on a stern face " who are you and what do you want with kylo ren?" venom laced in my voice
the nerve, coming to me in my time of solitude? just to question me about ben, i can never get a rest can i? the sand continues to sift around us as he stands there in an awkward stiff soldier like position
" its not him i want actually." he seethes stalking towards me like, im his prey
" wait wha-" i choke out, my body frozen in place
two troopers come out from behind me with handcuffs, i wriggle every nerve in my body trying to move but i just cant budge, i feel the cold shock of the iron cuffs locking in place, i try to connect with my mind telling it to move get it out of this
come on rey, i whisper, breaking a sweat trying to release their hold, whatever they used is stronger than anything i am used to, or maybe im just too weak i say sheepishly
" theres no point in struggling, rey, theres no one to hear you or help you now" he says nonchalantly
they shove a piece of cloth in my mouth and the feeling in my tongue comes back, at this point i am furious, i am screaming and doing anything i can think of to get away or ...
that's it, i sigh in defeat i hate to do this but hes the only other option, no rey no i don't need rescuing, but i want him to rescue me, i shake my head and kick the stormtroopers trying to get them off, it doesnt work all i hear is a grunt and the hold on my arms become tighter
"get her under control!" the red head spits
i flick my chin and give him a pointed look which he dismisses, the troopers stick a needle of some sort in the side of my neck, i wince at the shooting pain they continue to hold the needle in my neck then rip it out forcefully leaving a gaping hole.
my vision becomes blurry and the grip on my arms just gets tighter and tighter as we reach the ship
I look up to the stars the light shining dimly down, I huff and drop my head, my feet drag along in the sand showing my defeat, the motivation i once had slipped away from me, the feeling of of hope was gone.
i felt my eyes grow heavy going blurry in and out , blood running down to my neck and onto my sleeves, the puddle of red the only thing i can seem to concentrate on. consciousness slipping from me, a tear fell down my cheek as i realized i had failed my mission and the last name i could think of slipped through the cracks as i was thrown into a ship relieving me of my thoughts and taking me away from all the pain i had come to live by.
leia...
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back at the base
the corridors were fairly lit. A deafening silence swept through the building, eeriness was evident as the members tried their hardest to find rest in the middle of war. most dealt with two wars, the constant war all dealt with ,the light against the dark, it was quite tedious but they held on for their commander and the morals they had lived by all their lives.
and the hardest battle each dealt with was different for each individual, the inner battle the pull they all felt to quit, the pull to the dark, the mental nagging they felt because of the things they had witnessed, they strength they had to have in this world they did not ask to be placed in. they never found peace no matter if there was no war,
the atmospheric tension you could feel all the evil in the galaxy all the good was consumed suffocated by the dark. the dark was easier although. there weren't rules you didn't have to set an example, but they knew, the consequences the dark had to face at the end and fighting another day was worth not having to deal with those consequences.
a pilot, arrogant, cocky, a natural leader. wanted strived for peace and if he couldn't no one could, that's what he thought, but he also felt the weight he had given himself the horrors he had seen. the death of children and families innocent families that had done nothing to deserve the hell they were put through. but he wouldn't trade his duties for anything so he dealt with a nagging weight as long as they were safe before him.
a trooper, the burden he carried was one of his best traits his optimistic viewpoint. others came to him for help inspiration on how to be free, but he didnt know for he wasnt truly free from the dark side, the nightmares he has every night, the consequences they swear he will face. the pain he has seen in others because of his action but no one knew because he kept a smiling face to keep the balance through the war.
a lost man, the torn heart he deals with everyday, the memories of pain he inflicted and pain that was inflicted onto him. the scars the cuts the bruises memories for the failures hes made. the fence he stands on between the light and the dark treading towards one because of the freedom and one for the girl. he loved the girl so much it pained him, it made him scared of what he might do to ruin her pure heart, but he regretted everything he had said he loved the way she stood up for herself but was not afraid to admit she needed his help, she was the reason he was torn. he saw all the good in her and all the things that she has gone through and thinks for a second how he would take the loneliness off her shoulders if he could.
finally a mother, a widow, a general, she feels emptiness sorrow in her heart, she has forgotten all of her duties as she sits staring out her widow the same every day as she deals with the mental scarring of her dead husband and her lost son, she feels like she's caving in, all emotion has left her, but she wants to long for something anything to grab onto to make her feel again.
She jolts awake from a deep sleep, her heart pounding, trickles of sweat drape her forehead. She looks around her bland room for security and notices something tugging at her heart.
Leia...
she slides off her bed in a swift motion, racing down the hall to his room, she stands there hesitantly and grabs the cool handle turning it as quiet as possible, there lays her son, she feels him stirring as he wasnt fully asleep, he sits up and looks at her with groggy eyes, his hair sprawled across his forehead
"reys in trouble" they say in unison
A.n.
Heyo this is a filler but I still hope you like it, it's not the best but i needed something to bridge to make sense of all the upcoming action
I apologise for the lack of consistency, I'm trying to figure out a day I'll be able to post on each week until this is finished, but please hang tight dudes
Please comment and vote tell me what you think
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Constellations - |reylo|
Fanfiction"Pain, sadness, disappointment, fear, life, death I couldn't open my eyes, I didn't want to, I wanted to lie here and die, I want to forget all my problems all the war I was facing and the stress from the war the galaxy was facing the pain I felt fr...
