Love Conquers All

Chapter Eighteen

George's POV

Do it. Do it. Just do it. I don't care any more. No one cares for me, what else is there to live for? My only friend is gone, she left me years and years ago.

And I'm here.

I'm here where no one likes me, or cares for me.  Im here where my best use is as a toy. What if I don't want to be a toy any more? What if Im tired of all this? Im done. Im done with everyone. 

I look at Philip tiredly as he marches over to me. His sword tip falters for a minute before leveling its self at my throat. I gulp and my eyes meet his.  Green and gold. The sun and the grass.

I remember being a little kid and playing with Nina, my friend. She'd roll down the hill then I'd follow after her. We'd both land at the bottom of the hill laughing.  Then we'd race back up the hill.  The grass was as green as Philips eye and the sun reflecting like molten gold in the lake like the other.

"Philip..." I say softly and my hand touches his cheek as the tip of the sword touches my skin. "I really do love you. I always will."

"Then you're chasing a lost cause. " he snarls the I feel the skin break.

"So? Even when the dark comes crashing through,when you need a friend to carry you, and when you’re broken on the ground. You will be found. "I smile and shake my head.  I feel the tears land on my cheeks and roll down my face. If they're from happiness of leaving this place,or sadness of losing a partner I cant tell.

"Philip get your ass over here right this minute young man or you will have any and every privilege you can think off taken away!" Alex snarls and he paces as far as Aaron will let him angerily.

Aaron's eyes meet mine and a snarl lifts in his lip. My eyes widen and I look at the sword. Someone will doe here today. I know that look. He doesn't care if it's me,Philip, or the kings, someone will die here.  I meet Thomas' eyes and he shakes his head slowly.

"Don't do it George. "He shakes his head and fear wells up in them." Don't you dare do it."

Shut up you worthless bastered!

Prick ,Asshole , Unneeded, Usless, A failure , Whore, Slut.

What makes you think I could ever love a monster like you?

I fucking hate you.  I've never hated anyone any more in my life then I hate you!

"You're a sick bastered! No wonder you grew up in an orphanage! Who would want you? You're pathetic and manipulative, I don't care if you wanted anything more then sex,that's all I wanted and I got what I want.

You're broken. Who wants a broken toy? I sure as hell don't.

Have you taken a look at yourself lately? Was it your daddy that gave you those? Or someone else who you thought actually cared about you?

I pity whoever has to pick you up all the time, they should find a new friend

I guess she proved that death is better then a life with you .

I knew you're better off dead.

You back stabbing piece of shit.You're just a whore.

I could never love you.

What made you think that anyone could ever love you?

I close my eyes and open them slowly, I study those beautiful eyes one last time. I hope he finds someone who makes him happy.

Who loves him.  Who can care for him and tell him how amazing and perfect he is. Who can take the time and know how lucky they are.

Someone that he loves.

I let my hands wrap over the sword hilt in his hands and top down, right over my chest.  The tears drip under my jaw and I look at him.  His parents will take him home. He'll be fine.

I close my eyes pull him into a tight hug. All I feel is the lain erupt in my chest before everything so dark and silent.