This life isn't mine
It belongs to someone else.
I'm out of my mind
-thinking how I can deserve this simple kindness
When I have a soul blacker and darker than night time itself.
I'm not gonna cry,
Or at least I try not to,
I'm not gonna - not anymore.
I'm not gonna die,
Even though I tried to,
I'm not gonna - not anymore.
I'm gonna take my time,
No normal person is so fast to get better...right?
And then these thoughts swirl around my mind again
- like the swirl effect blood makes when you try wash it off your hands.
They say "Everyone's treated equally."
I don't think everyone was present during that time when they made that plans.
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A Poet's Random Notes
PoetryThis is my book take a look. It's nothing special but that's my opinion to you. What have you got to lose? This is random poems I do on random days, so please mind my delay at times. love, hate, misery, joy, confusion, all summed up- all enclosed i...
