Why Had It Been Him?

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My heart breaks
With every punch I take.
With every endearment he's ever used - I have it erased.
With every breathe I let out, almost like I just finished a race.

And as the last tear falls,
I realize that I shouldn't have given him anymore
Of me.

And I realize that the whimpers hadn't come from me,
I realize that I hadn't been crying
And that that tear hadn't been mine.

And I see in the dim
Light
- that it had all been him.

Maybe it was my blurry eyes deceiving me,
For I was a bit woozy and dizzy
- probably due to the thoughts of losing him.

But that was the last thing I ever saw,
Before my swollen blue eyes closed,
-And I wasn't talking about eye color-
Before my body got disposed.

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