4 years later

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by zinniowl

by zinniowl

{Y/ns pov}

That day. That day never left my mind after 4 years. Im graduating high school and moving on to college. With nobody. No friends. Without him. I never forgot about him. How could i? Hes my best friend. I still go through the woods and look for him but the urge to just run back to my house is so strong. Im unwelcomed in those parts.
I decides to just give up and move on.
Hes never coming back.
Ill never see him again.
My best friend.
Gone.
Forever.
I started to walk to the back of the school to a group of teenagers that buy and sell stuff to and for people. They were a group of guys and the leader knew what i wanted and He knew what i was going to do.
"Please dont do this. Its not worth it." He said. "I have to. I have no one so what the point? I lost my best friend. I have no choice." I said he sighed "do you have the money?" He asked and i nodded.
I handed him the money and he gave me the gun. "Im sorry. I wish i could help. I guess your saving yourself from suffering and from a world of pain." He said i nodded and walked away. I got several missed calls from my mom and i looked at her beautiful face one last time. 'Im sorry mom. I guess im causing you more hurt.' I thought.
I walked through the woods and kept walking. The urge to run was gone and the urge to keep going came. I felt like i was being watched. Maybe the bullies hate me so much to just watch i thought. I sat down on the ground. And looked at pictures of me and Tim and pictures of me, my mom, and my dad. "Im coming dad." I said. I picked up the gun and held it to my stomach.
"No one will find me." I said
"Finally."
"Im free."
"And the bullies are watching."
"I know they are."
"Laughing at me."
《TRIGGER WARNING!!!!》
I turned my phone off and put my finger on the trigger. Moving the gun to my chest. I cried. "Dad. Im coming."
And with those last words i shot my chest and i fell back. Tears fell down my cheeks.
"Dad? Are you there?"