best friends || s.h.s

nineteen

a/n: hey uhh somehow this got unpublished and my draft for the next part was deleted?? i'm confused but uhhh here's this chapter again hehe

"hyungwon, i did something really bad."

"why do you sound so serious, bun? i'm sure it's not that bad." hyungwon gently put his hand on my knee as the two of us sat on his couch.

it had been one week since i had sex with hoseok and my mom told me i needed to tell
hyungwon. my only problem was that i had no idea how to tell him, and i was so scared.

"no, wonnie, it's really bad."

"hyunmi, you're starting to freak me out a little..." he rubbed my knee in a soothing way. "just tell me what happened, it'll be o-"

"i cheated on you."

instantly, hyungwon's hand was ripped from my knee. he was no longer sitting next to me. "w-what?" 

"wonnie, i am so sorry. i wasn't thinking straight, and i wish i could go back in time and ne-"

"who was it?"

it felt like my heart stopped beating and my brain stopped working. how was i going to tell him it was hoseok?

i opened my mouth to try to speak, but no words came out.

hyungwon muttered something, i couldn't understand it.

"of course. it was hoseok. it was the one person i was worried about. the one person i asked if you had feelings for before i asked you out. of course it was him. but why?" when he looked at me, i saw tears rimming his eyes. "why couldn't it have been someone else?"

i stood up from the couch, taking a step closer to him. "hyungwon, i'm so incredibly sorry. i made a mistake."

he backed away from me, looking at me with nothing but disgust. "yeah. you really did." he scoffed as a tear started to slowly roll down his cheek. "i need you to leave."

"h-hyungwon, plea-"

"get the fuck out!"

his yelling scared me more than anything. i'd never seen him so angry. 

i left his house as quickly as possible, a few tears escaping my eyes as i made my way home.

i didn't even know why i was crying. hyungwon was the one hurting, i hurt him. so why did my chest feel so heavy?

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"so, it's been four weeks since you two broke up. do you think we could give this a shot now?"

hoseok was the first person i talked to after leaving hyungwon's that day. and we talked about our feelings for each other. but i told him i needed time, and we agreed not to talk about it again for four weeks. 

however, i was not expecting hoseok to be at my door with a huge bouquet of red and white roses the day the four weeks had ended.

as soon as i saw him, a huge smile was put on my face. "hoseok omg!" i took the bouquet out of his hands.

"ew, nevermind, you just said 'omg'. my feelings for you? cancelled."

i turned to him with a slight pout which made him laugh as i brought the flowers to my living room table, hoseok following me in after closing the door.

"so... you took the flowers. does that mean you'll be my girlfriend."

i brought my hand to my chin and tilted my head slightly while looking at the boy. "i mean... i guess."

he smiled widely as he took a few steps towards me, wrapping his arms around me. i returned the embrace as he planted his lips on my forehead.

"finally." he whispered.

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