Don't Go Looking For Love❤️

I think Im going CRAZY Pt37

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DON'T GO LOOKING FOR LOVE

POST 37

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We arrive in St. Barths.... The sun bathes everything it touches as we get settled into our rental property...  Channi Chris mommy his mom the nieces cha cha and his grandma....

The babies are laid out in a comforter in the living room sleep after our forever flight... August pulls me down the hall.... Mr.Alsina needs to meet with Mrs. Alsina. I say babe I can't. August's jaw drops to the floor.... Babe...

I bite his neck... I promise tonight on the beach it goes down anyway you like it... August runs through the house. Bedtime everyone Go to BED!!

I bust out laughing...

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We have lunch catered and take the kids down to the beach to play and relax... Chris and Channi take her kids and royalty to build a sand castle.

His mom came without her husband who refused to get in a plane even though August offers several time to pay for his ticket.

His mom is walking around in a very sour mood and that is why I didn't want to leave the babies unattended with her.... My mom was always doing most of the footwork when the kids were not with us and she needed a break as well. Even though it was a family vacation, I had homework that was due and I needed to get on with it... I took the babies with me on our side of the house and got to work.... August is out playing with the nieces on the beach again....

My mom comes to the door and says jade I need to talk to you. I say mama can I finish my homework first please? She says no, jade... its important she closes the door and begins to talk.... 20 minutes later she leaves the room and I sit on the bed bawling..... so loud that the babies had joined me and I couldn't stop crying long enough to tend to them......

August walks in the door.... who upset my wife???? everyone is quiet..... he goes into the room and says Channi.... come get the babies....

he scoops me up and takes me outside on the beach....

im screaming omg omg  whyyyyyy August ahhhhhhhhhhhh  Jade come on baby talk to me....

She cries so much she gets sick and I pull her to me.... shhhhhhh I hold her for over an hour until she relaxed against me.... she says she my mom she has stage 2 cancer...what am I going to do without my mother August....little wife

He grips my shoulders....your mom is not going anywhere..... I say August I want to go home tomorrow I don't care if everyone else stays I need to get back to the states and  get in with her doctors... we go back in and the whispers are going around.... his mom says ugh...... whats wrong with your little wife now....

august says ma don't start.....

Sheila whatever August you know you never too far off my shit list  they get into a huge argument and the family vacation is going straight to hell....my mom says what is going on in this house..... my eyes are so puffy and red that Neeks is scared to come to me.....  Channi says everyone be quiet.... we are so blessed to have each other on this trip one of us or more than us could be gone tomorrow.... stop it.... make up love someone......

August goes to hug his mom and she shoves him so hard into the fridge it knocks the wind out of him.....

he gets up and licks his lips... god bless you Sheila... he goes to the room and slams the door waking up Lexington... Sorry jade.... im sorry little mama he rocks her to sleep.... he walks up behind me and kisses my neck.... baby I love you so much.... you  have no idea.... come on  lets pray..... we get on bended knee and pray.... we pray for such a long time that it felt like we were there all alone.... we say amen and I lean over and kiss him while on my knees..... I take my hand and rub his chest.... I love you August Anthony.... I love you too mrs. Alsina.....

we get back to the states and I get my mom into treatment..... I don't want to leave her side....

im glued to her as much as I can be and still trying to balance work and home life.....

im getting zero sleep and August is like baby you can running like this.....

3 weeks later....phone rings....

August? its mama sing... im waiting on jade to pick me up have you seen her?

Thanks for your time.