Don't Go Looking For Love❤️

Times up pt 41

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DON'T GO LOOKING FOR LOVE
POST 41

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Her eyes were still closed as she thrashed about.... Noooo get off me.... Ahhhhhhh stop leave me alone.... I say her name over and over Jade, Jade... JADE!!!

she pops straight up and is breathing hard.... August.... he was trying to get me... she sobs into my arms... The babies luckily are still in their room sleeping. I hold her for a long time until her heartbeat is normal again.... I go make some tea at her request and I just hold her.... She as my everything and I would easily lay down my own life for her to take away any unhappiness she was feeling... the phone rang... I grab it.... Yes! okay okay thank you sir thank you so much....

Jade says whats up?

August- it was the lab the fluids were linked to the man they have in custody... no trial they are sending him straight to jail for the death sentence....your father is in custody as well as the lady... your father is going to jail for attempted murder of your mom and the lady is going down as an accessory...

jade looks relieved....I say we need to get you some counseling. When you're ready....

jade... I know august and I know what you want... I promise i'll be ready soon.... but soon stretched into a longer time then either one of them anticipated.... The counseling had gotten her through the night terrors, but there was almost 0 intimacy going to Jade's body... she was more than willing to pleasure August orally, but he felt like he was really missing out.... they were now working on year 3 of their marriage and the highs were high and the lows equally matched....

Her mom and great grandmother were there still for support and her mom was back to her zippy self...having completed all the chemo treatments... she could now be around the babies without fear of getting sick...

I was in the bed sleeping one morning when I woke up to Jade under the covers.... stop I tell her... she pulls the blanket from off her head... what?

stop, I don't want you to do that...

jade- why

August- I just don't....

jade August

August- jade, I'm good....

he slides out of bed and goes to check on the babies... she lays there feeling a little deflated... He comes back in the room... closes and locks the door... is there any chance that we're going to have sex?

Jade-- August I'm trying

August, no you're not, that's the problem! I've tried to be really patient and understanding but this has been a month shy of a year Jade.... I'm fucking jerking it off almost every single night while you're sleep. It is killing me... I can't....

jade can't what August??????

August-- I can't do this no more... I can't save you from you... I need a break... this is the address where I'll be staying... bring the babies by anytime, no matter where I'm at...

jade so you're leaving...walking out on the family...

August grabs his face and wipes it crying.... I feel like I don't have a choice...

jade-- there are always choice August....but fine... you're free of this... I quit too... I slide my wedding rings off and place them in his hand... I'll have my lawyer call yours.... I walk to the bathroom naked. I don't cry. I shower and get dressed and go about my normal routine in the house..

August doesn't leave the house....

I walk around like he is invisible....until he corners me...Jade come on can we talk...

I fold my arms and get ghetto on his ass.. the fuck you wanna talk about August... huh?

He grabs my shoulders and pushes me against the sink... jade this is our marriage....

jade-WAS! you gave up remember cause you couldn't get some pussy that's what this is about... so you free... got get you some pussy August.... they are floating all around... just don't bring that random pussy around my kids...

I push him outta my way.... EXCUSE ME

my mom is coming down the hall... you and August upset the babies... go fix it jade! I start off toward the nursery and I'm soon joined by August... all 3 babies are pissed.... he grabs the twins and I have Neeks....

we comfort them until they fall back asleep in fresh diapers... he grabs my arm...I yank it away... GET OFF ME...I say almost in a growl...

august- NO... put your rings back on....

jade why?

August I'm sorry I'm not walking out on you and the babies...

jade...whatever August....

August ugh..... you fucking frustrate me...

Jade-Ditto motherfucker!