Don't Go Looking For Love❤️

SPECIAL DELIVERY- Part 47

DON'T GO LOOKING FOR LOVE47

DON'T GO LOOKING FOR LOVE47️️️This is where we were staying while we were in Fiji.... [IMG]I say baby this is beautiful! I hug him and say its like being inside a huge fish tank. he laughs only you would say something like that Jade. It is beautiful... We take some pictures in front of the beautiful wall of fish and scenery that lines one side of the room.... He comes behind me and says I can't wait to have your ass pressed against here so the fish can see it... I smack his chest... no manners, none at all.... he says that's why you like me in the first place... cause I put that thing down on you... I say yeah apparently too well. these babies keep coming in pairs.... He smiles and pulls me onto his lap... About that, I was thinking in light of both of our health issues... maybe I should have a vasectomy... I pull away and look at him.... he kisses me. Jade this doesn't mean I love you any less... I just want both of us to be around to raise these babies... I would be sick if something happened to you and I had to do it alone.... I nod... I understand August. he says Jade you're upset... No..... came out with a woosh of air... he says everytime you get upset, you hold your breath and you were just doing it.... I'd love to have 8 more babies with you, but it seems like... he stopped talking and I turned around to see what he was looking at.... the hotel managers had lowered a fishing net with rose petals in the shape of a heart down by the window...I smile. Can we not discuss this right now.. I just want to focus on a smooth delivery and then we can decide from there what will happen. They are already in my kitten every other week to make sure its going well... 5 months was a scary stage for me.... especially with the twins... I had to get all kinds of clearance to come to Fiji... well August had gotten it for me and I was allowed to go... The babies were home with my mommy and great grandma who had moved to the states...we had come to Fiji on our lonesome.... just the two well the four of us technically lol.... We shower and get in the bed... I wasn't hungry I just wanted to drink water and relax... August touches my hand... you okay baby... I say I'm fine... just thinking about how life has changed.... how we went from playing hide and go get it to man and wife.... August says it has been an evolution hasn't it... he kisses the side of my head. I can say I'm really and truly happy with my life and my wife. please don't think that I'm taking you for granted at all.... You are forever my love and my heart Jade... I lean up on one arm and stare at him and two long tears drop from my eyes... stop talking like that you're scaring me. He touches my face... I love you Jade he kisses me.... the kiss felt surreal we snuggle close that night but I was so scared by how he was talking that I kept checking on him through the night. I would tell him I had to go to the bathroom if I woke him up.... In the morning he is up early and he says you ready to do it all over again?of course...we don't exchange vows until later on that evening at this venue [IMG]we had an officiant do the ceremony and say traditional vows this time..... we kiss and have a photographer take some pictures....August says Jade I have to tell you something... I say what? he says I was married before and my wife shes here on this island and shes gonna kick your ass.... I bust out laughing.... too bad shes gonna drown... we walk quietly on the beach and get lost in our own chatter.... I say when we get back we have to go visit Chantellehe says tell me something I say what? he says could you see yourself married to someone else? no, I never pictured myself getting married I was afraid to do it because of my mom and dad... I wanted to have that forever kind of love before I said I do... he says and do you? I say I do have that with you... even though we've had our twists and turns. I have never felt about another man how I feel about you... there is no other man that could replace you....4 months to the day..... right on their daddy's birthday our identical daughters were born.... 2:35 and 3:36am weighing in at a whopping------------6lbs ( KENSINGTON LONDYN ALSINA)-------------------------6.5lbs even (KHLOE BELLA ALSINA)------------------CONGRATULATIONS MOM AND DAD you have two beautiful baby girls.... August says they are perfect Jade... I look at him and smile... I go to sleep I'm exhausted... when I wake up August is in another hospital bed with the girls and the rails pulled up sleeping... I smile and snap a picture of them... I slide out of bed and make it to the bathroom and get myself together a little bit before checking on my newest babies...