Don't Go Looking For Love❤️

I'm Sorry...

DONT GO LOOKING FOR LOVE--Post (6)
(Jade)
I stare at the ring until I get a sharp pain and I'm forced to sit down. August rushes over to my side helps me put my feet up and lean back....as he pulls the comforter from underneath my legs...bright red blood appears.... He says Jade baby we gotta go back to the hospital! Everything after that was a blur. When I opened my eyes again August was right there. He smiles welcome back. I feel like I have a bad headache... He says I'm gonna call the doctor. The doc comes in and says Ms. Sing welcome back. Seems as if we may have released you a little too early... We're running some test to get to the bottom of it....
3 days later I was officially home
For good. I had been keeping touch with the radio station by phone about my job. They assured me it would be there when I was ready to come
Back.

August had been there every hour on the hour... Making sure I had whatever I needed to be comfortable... He conducted his business over the phone from my place.
He cooked the few things that he knew how and anything I wanted or craved, he put someone on to bring it. He washed my clothes... Cleaned the apartment and massaged my feet....

3 weeks post hospital stay

One night after we had some to bed, I woke up around 4 am to noise in the living room. I immediately looked at the alarm panel... All still intact and flashing green... I pad down the hall in my socks. The moonlight reveals August's body shaking and the sound of him crying..... I walk over to him and kiss him on top of his head. He wraps his arms around me pressing his face against my stomach..... He lifts my shirt kissing my belly. He talks at the same time I'm
So sorry, Jade... I should have been there. He sniffles and say I know you hate... I'm so sorry.
I help him up....taking his hand and leading him back to the bedroom with me. I tuck him in and slide in in of him. He wraps his arms around me... I needed, no, craved his touch. I brought his hand to my mouth and kissed it. Love you baby. (August) clears his throat before speaking. Jade Savannah Sing, I love you too. There is no one in the entire world I'd rather be with right now. You make my life better just for knowing you.... He sweeps my hair to the side and kisses the back of my neck... I squirm just a bit but he keeps on... Nothing else but the back of my neck......I was becoming undone...ish Auggy... My breathing became shallow... I quickly untangle myself out of his grip my shorts were wet and I was still paranoid about bleeding... I rushed to the bathroom and looked in my hot pink underwear no signs of blood. I head back to bed after washing my hands....

August--

God please take care of us. I know I've been messing up, but she's a good girl, nothing to do with my mistakes. The light from. The bathroom goes off... Jade is walking towards me and something is different... The moonlight is the only light showing but as she reaches for my hand... The moonlight dances once again... It sparkles I take her hand. She's wearing the ring....
She simply says no more f**k ups August... I rush her lips and seal it with a kiss!
We wake up four hours later in a puddle of blankets and smiling...no, we didn't get to the get down August was afraid. I wasn't going to pretend I wasn't a little nervous too, but it had been more than a moment since we had connected on that level...
We have breakfast and he says Jade I need to ask you something....
I say what's up Al ( he gives me a look) Alsina I was gonna say Alsina. He smirks at me, what I was going
To ask you is...if you join my team... You know as my business manager...
My eyes light up... Auggy I'm not...
(August) Jade he said in a stern voice I know, you not about to give me some
BS about your degree being incomplete... I spoke with your mom.. I saw a picture of it... You came here to get away from me...

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