Don't Go Looking For Love❤️

If you love me... Part 59

DON'T GO LOOKING FOR LOVE 59 He kisses the side of my head... thank you.... over the course of the next 8 weeks we are going to therapy twice a week and sometimes even 3 times if our schedules permit.... There honestly aren't any real heart stopping moments in the grand scheme of things... He admits that even though he hated the separation, it had been good in the aspects of him learning how to be more self reliant and appreciative of the things that Jade actually did for him... I on the other hand spoke about spoke about taking on the tasks of many, not because he asked me too but because it was a cultural ting for me... my mom taught me to be that way, to "serve" my man and family... that you reap the rewards in the end... I wasn't unhappy with August as a man per-say, but I missed out on some of the communication skills that he wasn't taught. in therapy we both learn better ways to communicate to each other not just what we were feeling when we were mad, but what we were feeling overall and what we needed. I needed for August not to run away or threaten me when things got tough...he said he needed for me to let him be the man sometimes and not be so tough.so I had to work on actually letting him take the lead sometimes...It was hard. We went through this couples therapy bootcamp for a year and were actually scored on our compatibility on the end compared to 6 other couples we met at the end. We were 98% compared to the other couples... we had kept it clean not having sex or living together through the process and graduated with a certificate. August stands up to accept the certificate and says normally, i'm not really big on speeches but tonight.... I just want to thank my partner in crime and in good... Jade for taking the time to complete this bootcamp with me.... I feel like ive gotten a better understanding on how to love you and fulfill you as well as nurture our family and individuality. Thank you mamas I appreciate you baby!I smile.... thank you August...the party breaks up and he says man what are we going to do next week Monday Thursday and sat I laugh I say how about do something with the kids... he says cool you mind if I plan it... I say not at all.... I have a photo shoot but ill be back by 1:00pm he says cool....on Monday when I wake up the house is quiet as a peep... I walk around and my mom and grandmom have left a note... off to the spa... kids are at school.... enjoy your day.... I'm about to turn around when there is a knock at the door...I check the peephole... its august.... he says good morning Jade...I open the door what are you doing here.... he says I came to see my favorite lady... and we have a photoshoot to do. I move aside... august what are you up too.... he smiles... nothing.... the photographer arrives to pick us up and we head to a beautiful Japanese garden and are on a little bridge when one by one my babies start walking toward me.... handing me flowers..... neeko who only speaks mandarin says we love you so much mommy you make our day sweeter!my mom and grandmom come along and hand me a dozen sukura blossoms... and kiss my forehead.... and go stand with the kids... August says.... Jade.... you know I love you right...I nod....august- you know ive missed every single moment that ive had away from the family... and if youre ready to have me again and Mikal... his voice cracks I want to come back home baby.....lexi and Kye clap yay daddy you coming back home....August ---if mommy says its okay....all the little eyes are on me....