Don't Go Looking For Love❤️

The AFTERMATH50

DON'T GO LOOKING FOR LOVE 50

After I hung up with Channi I changed all the babies in marathon style and then nursed Khloe and then Kensington. Neeks runs over and says dada. I look up and of course he's not there but I was really missing him being there even though I was still furious with him... my perfect life was ruined.... a physical reminder that he cheated! I tell my mom to mind the kids I'm going out and not to wait up.... pumped bottles were in the fridge...

I spin my wedding ring around my finger and slide it off and put it on my chain.... I drive all the way to Westchester where the house was with no clue of what I might see when I get there...

I pull up next to the paint splatter tesla.... fuck I yell looking at it... I grab my key and slide out of my car.... I'm wearing black leather leggings a fur type vest and big hoop earrings and a made up face.... couldn't let him know I was feeling like hell on the inside... 3 days was forever in my world of August and Jade...

I ring the bell 2 times before I decided to try my key... I walk in and the house smells stale... a little smokey and as I continue to walk past the stairs in the foyer I can see into the kitchen and the counter Is strewn with glasses and liquor bottles....

I make a left into the living room and see August's phone on the floor... I text it but it doesn't light up at all...

he is passed out with no shirt on and boxers.

August Qǐchuáng wǒmen xūyào tán tán

{august get up we need to talk}

He is gone. I sit in the little space he left next to him and shake him...

his eyes flutter.. hmmmmmm what?

August! AUGUST

he jumps.... yoooooo I'm up he scrambles around jade baby what, where are the babies...

I say go get your ass in the shower... he says I can't his head hits the couch cushion.... I take off my vest and heels and get to work cleaning up the kitchen and make him some tea to get his system back on the right track....

when I finally come back he's sitting up and holding his head... I hand him the tea and he says JADE WHERE IS YOUR RING?

Why August?

Cause you still my wife he says in a angry tone.... ive been sitting in this house for 2 days drinking and calling you.... I told you I didn't sleep with that bitch and you don't believe me....

--me the test...

FUCK THAT TEST MAN! I'm telling the truth Jade, I'm yah man....YOUR NICCA I've never cheated on you 1 day in or out of our marriage!!! I'll do anything to prove that to you.... You know what I'm gonna take a lie detector test.... he calls up the police station... and sets it up.... they tell him that he has to be sober... he says first thing in the morning ill be down there bright and early and I can have the results sent to the judge... the cop says yes...

he hangs up... I miss my fucking kids and wife and some random thirsty as bitch is upending my life da fuck...

calm down August...

--FUCK CALMING DOWN this shit fucking hurts like hell Jade.... you not living in this big ass house all by yourself... waiting to hear the key turn in the door or to see one of you kids crawl by or get up in your lap... they all with you... and you ain't missing me....

I flick my nails and look away, we all miss you August... its just hard for me to grasp that you have another kid out there that wasn't born to me....

man I don't want to talk about all this shit no mo' you staying here... you need something.... he grabs his pants off the floor and pulls out a thick knot of money
I put my hand up....

what I need is for you to pass this test... and we'll go from there...

Seems like you already got your mind made up on what you gonna do next... fuck it just put in the child support papers when we go back to court you know I'm gonna make sure my babies straight... if you need something I can help you too... unless you moved on already.

I slap him....Wǒ bùshì jìnǚ (I'm no whore)

I look around for my vest and my shoes... maybe coming here to talk to you was a mistake... I stand up and bend to get my shoes.... he snatches my shoes from me...

August give me my shoes..

no jade... stay your ass here I don't even know where you drove from to get here but its getting late... GIVE ME MY SHOES I GROWL...
he hikes me up in one shot over his shoulder.... come on mean girl....lets call this one a tie.... I'm so pissed but I don't fight him since we're walking across a marble floor....
In the morning he's showered and dressed and I'm right behind him changing into something from my closet....

we get in his car and head to the police station.... I'm sorry Jade.. i'm sorry for all of the stress this is putting you through literally days after you gave birth....I put this on everything I love and she ain't never take a ride on me!!! never seen my shit.... if I never needed you before I need you now Jade.. I need you to believe in your man! can you do that for me?

I look at him and sniffle yes, August I believe you...

my heart was still conflicted and that was what this test was going to fix either way.

we arrive and are escorted in the back way and taken to a room.... he is with the test proctor and reader... I'm in another room behind two way glass...

They ask him has he slept with any woman outside of me he answers No

they ask him how many kids he has... he says 5 living with my wife one deceased and the one announced on the test I guess.

how many times have you had sex with the mother of the child not made with your wife...

never...

have you ever donated sperm to a sperm bank or anything like that...

August says oh... uh the only time ive ever had to give a sample is awhile back when my wife and I were not able to have sex... gave it to the nurse who gave it to the doctor...

he ask him a few more random filler questions and says he'll be out with the results....

the proctor comes to me and says he didn't lie about one thing maam you have an honest husband.. and I would also say you have a lawsuit on your hands for the hospital in question....

August gets released from the machine and comes up to me... I say I owe you an apology August.. I'm very sorry I doubted you. He says thank you baby... let me get this over to the court.... we hit it from Westchester into the city.... just in time... Judge Henderson was back in chambers and they put out a subpoena for homegirl DJ.... she came down at the sound of August's name and sat in chambers with the baby... the judge says maam how was this baby conceived and remember you are in a court of law.....

At first she is silent... then she says... if I tell you...a lot of people will get hurt...
August jaw clinches up and down.... How did you get your hands on my sperm and make a baby ? The judge eyes him and she says... my sister is a nurse there.... when you came in she just happened to be on duty and she stole it and froze it for me... I was inseminated. That is how I had Mikal....I hid the pregnancy and planned to just live my life quietly until she had to figure it out.... you don't know how much I hate that fucking bitch you're married too...

judge Henderson says maam watch your mouth! for Christ sakes youre holding a newborn in your arms... She says I'm sure that since I lied about how I got him there is going to be some crazy punishment for me isn't it.... he says yes its called jail time... 5 years jail... you have 5 weeks to say goodbye to your son...after that you have to pay for your crime.. you'll be fitted with a tracking bracelet and one on the baby as well to make sure you try nothing funny...

Homegirl looks faint...

the baliff takes her and the baby to go get fitted for the monitors... August says what happens to the baby after she goes to jail... he says well since legally you are the father you have rights first to take custody...

August grips my hand... Jade..i close my eyes and pray long and deep before I open them... whatever you want to do baby...

The judge gives us some paper work to sign and he signs some pages too and we fill out the lawsuit paperwork for the hospital....


5 weeks later....

August wins 128 million dollars for pain suffering and missue of medical "fluids"
pain suffering and emotional distress.... its all over the news... It was ridiculous

we go to the courthouse to pick up Mikal and for him to officially meet his brothers and sisters....

August did majority of the handling as it was still hard for me to grasp the reality of him getting there....

the first night August put everyone down to bed and he comes in and talks to me...
Thanks for sticking with me...

I nod...

he grabs both of my hands and kisses them.... I love you...

I love you too August...