Story of Randomness 2 (COMPLETED)

Another Letter!!!

{Saturday, January 6th, 2018}

Here's another letter to my EX-boyfriend (I love putting the EX in there now 😂). I'm writing this to "let go" or whatever. Closure, I suppose.

Before you guys ask, idk if I'm going to send this letter to him or not, but we'll see. Even if I do send it, he probably won't respond or care either way.

Here goes nothing.

Michael,

I still can't believe you broke up with me the way you did. Sometimes I still feel angry and upset about it, but then I remind myself that maybe it was for the best and that we weren't meant to be.

Even though I loved you so much, I knew we were having problems in our relationship. Love couldn't blind the issues.

But I don't know that I'll ever stop loving you. Even though you no longer speak to me, you still me so much to me. I don't know that those feelings will ever leave me.

You've made such a huge impact on my life and no matter how hard I try to forget you and those memories with you, I can't. We may not be together anymore, but I still think about you a lot.

You may choose to ignore me. You may choose to never speak to me. You may choose to act like I don't exist. No matter what you choose to do, I'm always here. And I always will be.

You can't just push me aside. You said you wouldn't push me aside, but that's exactly what you're doing. You lied to me.

I know I'm not completely innocent in all of this. I did cuss you out, but I immediately apologized for my actions. If you don't have the decency to apologize as well, then maybe you aren't the sweet, compassionate guy I thought you were.

I tried to make amends after I cussed you out. But you never responded. You could've accepted my apology and we could be friends. Things wouldn't be awkward if you had accepted my apology. But you didn't accept my apology and things are awkward. But it's not my fault that things are the way they are now.

I apologized. You didn't. You broke up with me and you didn't apologize. If you would just apologize and accept that I know what I did was wrong, everything could be okay. But you're letting your pride and your ego get in the way of everything else.

So I'm done. Apologize if you want. But I'm not saying I'll hear you out. I'm not saying I'll forgive you. I shouldn't have to be decent and forgive you if you won't be decent and forgive me.

Goodbye. I hope you find someone else. I'm sorry I couldn't be the one for you. I tried. But it takes two people to make a relationship work. And you weren't there to make it work. You let me go. Goodbye.

~Hayley

What do you guys think? Am I being reasonable or not? Please leave feedback.

Thank you all for being here to help me through all this heartache. It means so much.

I'm slowly getting over it and trying to realize that there is someone out there for me, even if it's not Michael.

Thank you.