Master Felix Sin

Chapter Nine: Veronicas Note

I wake up on the floor in Hevors office. I get up and look in the mirror behind his desk. There's a big lump on the side of my head. I feel great like I never got drunk or anything. I walk out of the office to see complete darkness outside.
"You've been out for two days." Hevor says to me from behind the counter.
"Really?" I question
"Yeah you went down with a really hard fall. I didn't know if you were ok. I started to get worried a couple of hours ago." He explained
"I'm gonna go head to the apartment." I told him as I walked out of the bar.
It was either really late at night or really early in the morning.
I walked down the street until I made it to a tall building. I turned the corner and saw a man running and then three others chasing him. I could tell the three wanted him dead so with the flick of my finger I used the force to trip the three so the other man could get away.
I walked on for about a quarter mile until I made it to the smallest building on this street. It was ten stories high and only had about a hundred and fifty apartments.
Back when I was living here Veronica and I bought an apartment in this building. I went in the building and walked up two flights of stairs. I saw our room at the end of the hall. I walked down to it and typed in the password to get in.
I walked in and everything was the same way I remembered it. It brought tears to my eyes that Veronica wasn't here anymore.
I walked into the living room and saw little toys sitting in the corner.
"I don't remember seeing those there." I told myself
I then sat down on the couch and realized I haven't looked at Veronica's note. I pulled it out. I started to read it
My dearest Felix when your reading I'm dead. I've tried contacting you but I haven't been able to. I miss you so much and I will forever miss you. You were the best person I could ever ask for. I miss our nights in bed when we would sleep close. I miss how we would stop the criminals of the street. I'm sorry I couldn't spend more time with you. I m sorry I couldn't contact you. I've been trying to tell you something. You remember the night of the day before you left to complete your training with Luke and your brother. After that night I became pregnant with our son. His name is E. Before I died he ran away because of he didn't want to watch me suffer. If you ever find him you will know that he's family. I can no longer stand with how sick I am. Hevor gave me an entire years worth of credits the day he said I could go. Oh how I much I miss you. I've made your favorite dish of  lachlenchelat and it's in the cabinet over the sink. There's about one hundred thousand credits in your pillow. The more I move my hand to write the more painful and harder it becomes. I can't imagine the pain you're going through right now. Felix I love you and nothing in this entire galaxy can change that. Now go become the Jedi Master you always wanted to be, save people, be yourself. May the force be with you.

———Your Love Veronica

Tears are just coming out of my eyes as fast as they can. I look down to see a puddle of tears forming underneath me. I reread the note and then look to the toys. I walk over to them and pick one up.
I head to room at plop down on our bed. I can still see strands of her beautiful brown hair on her pillow. I look over to the left and see a picture of me and her kissing. I start to cry again and bury my face into my pillow. I'm able to cry myself to sleep eventually.