Master Felix Sin

Chapter Four: Dreams

I woke up in spacious docking bay. I recognized this place from long ago. I heard footsteps from behind a ship and I took cover behind some crates.
I looked to see who it was talking. I immediately realized it was me, my brother, sister, and parents.
"Etina. Your mother and I are sending you away to work with a Master Jedi." My father said.
"No I'm not old man!" She yelled back
My brother and I were behind them. I said something to my brother and he started laughing. I was able to tell that Tienoto heard what I said and turned around and slapped me across the face.
I remembered all of this happening.
"Tienoto!" I heard my father yell as he ran over to my younger self.
It was at this point I ran out from behind the crates with lightsaber in hand. I ignited it and everyone stoped moving. Then I started running to her and slashed her body in half.
But nothing happened. When I looked back everyone was still frozen. I then turn off my lightsaber and things unfroze.
I reignited it immediately because I remembered what happened next.
"Well if I keep it ignited time will stop and obviously I'm in a dream; so I wait long enough the dream will end." I said to myself.
I sat there for what seemed like forever.
I knew that if I finished this memory I would regain conscious.
I braced myself for what I was about see and shut off my lightsaber.
I heard my sister scream and saw her reach for her lightsaber. In a blink of an eye it ignited and going through the back of my fathers head.
I saw as my younger self and brother ran away in fear.
As I watched them run I heard my mother scream out in pain and when I turned my head I saw half of her standing and the other half on the floor in front of her.
I watched as Tienoto chased after my brother and I. They went out of my sight and chased after them. By the time they stopped running we were on the cliff side. I watched as myself and brother took out our lightsabers.
We were both 10 and she was 16.
"We are not afraid of you!" My brother called out
When he did I watched all three of them charge at each other. Tienoto jumped over our heads and was now cornered by the edge of the cliff.
She was far from giving up. She kicked me in the gut which knocked me down.
She then pushed my brother back against the wall using the force. I watched him being pressed up against it until I heard Tienoto say to me "Soon you will join Mother and Father."
She stated lowering her blade to my wrist. She was slowly cutting into my wrist. I sensed fear, anger, hopelessness, and defeat inside me.
I watched as I dropped my lightsaber off the cliff. As I did so she retracted her blade.
She looked over where the city was and then at my brother.
She slowly walked over to him with an evil grin on her face. She put her lightsaber up to his head and yelled "Either he dies or you do Felix!"
"Take me!" I yelled
She let go of him and ran to me with her lightsaber out. I watched myself close my eyes. She started laughing and was about to take a swing.
"NOOOOOOOOOOO" I heard my brother scream
She was about five feet away from me until i jumped above her. She watched me and lost her footing. She slipped and fell of the cliff side but held on with one hand. I watched myself walk over to where she was hanging.
"FELIX PLEASE SAVE ME!" She yelled out.
I watched myself put my hand down to save her.
But just as she was about to grasp my hand I slapped her in the face with it and stepped on her hand.
I remember watching the terrifying look on her face as she fell.
I walked over to my brother and helped him up. When he was up he asked " Why didn't you save her? She was strong."
I simply replied by saying. "Because I never loved her in the first place."
I laughed to myself and then everything started to get blurry and turn dark.