Treebros and Boyf oneshots

You gave me purpose(DEH)

(Connor's point of view)(Treebros)

Before I met you

I jaywalked in hopes of a car coming at 90 MPH and crashing into me, killing me instantly.

I wouldn't buckle my seatbelt, I hoped that I would get into an accident and fly through the windshield.

I stopped caring how deep I cut, because maybe, just maybe I would hit an artery or vein and bleed out.

I didn't care if I lived or died

Then you happened.

You caught me one night at our sleepover.

You held me, tight. You whispered sweet nothings into my ears.

You let me cry, all night into your jacket.

You said you couldn't live without me.

You made me throw all my blades away. You made me go see a therapist.

You wanted me to get better.

After therapy one night you told me you loved me. I was over the moon, I was so in love with you.

You got therapy, you got meds. You got help, so did I.

We got better together.

That's all I ever wanted, someone to call whenever I felt depressed, suicidal, anxious, someone to drop everything for me and come to my aid if I needed you to.

You're all I ever needed and wanted.

You gave me a purpose.

So now as I look at my ring on my finger, and our little girl and our little yappy dog, I'm reminded of how much I love you and the things you did for me.

I used to think If I ever had a purpose in life, I did, my purpose in life is to be the best dad to our little girl and husband to you I can ever be, through the problems and fights, you gave me purpose.

I love you Evan James Hansen

AN-sorry its short theres a lot going on right now my life and I might vent through characters sorry

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