Dear Evan Hansen...(DEH)

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Ship- past Treebros

A little-angst?

"Dear Evan Hansen,

Turns out this wasn't an amazing day after all. This isn't going to be an amazing week or an amazing year, because why would it be? I know there was Connor, and all my hope was pinned on Connor, who I loved but who didn't know that. Maybe if I just talked to him. Maybe nothing would have been different at all. I wish everything was different. I wish I was part of something. I wish that anything I said mattered to, anyone. I mean face it, would anyone notice if I just disappeared tomorrow? Connor was the only one....

Sincerely,

Your most best, and dearest friend, Me

And that's what I did. I took the pills from mom's surgery she had a while back. No one ever expected it, the anxious gay kid loving the druggie depressed gay kid. But I'm reality it was always him and it will still will be. But now at least I'm with him. He's all I ever wanted.  I'm finally happy, even if that means not being on earth.

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