Treebros and Boyf oneshots

I love you (BMC)

Ship- RichxJake

Type- Fluff with a little angst

Inspired by the incredible lazyspaced00d

*Rich's Pov*

I've always felt out of place. Ever since I was young I knew I was born in the wrong body. When I came out... my mom was supportive, my dad.... not so much.

He threatened to kick me out. Told me it was a phase and it would pass. Told me i was unlovable. And told me that what's in my pants determines my gender.

My mom was loving and kind. She took me shopping for new clothes. Got me my first binder. Got me started on T. Told me i was love able. And that one day I would find someone who would love me as much as she did.

And everything was fine. Until he came into my life.

He was popular, perfect, captain of the football team, and every girl chased him.

But he picked me. For some reason he became my best friend.

But I felt more. But I was more fat than he was.

It was easy at first. Two fingers down my throat. Every day for two weeks. Then he started to notice. It was a comment like "You okay? Are you sick, you're pale and i think youve lost some pounds ." and then I would answer "Yeah, im okay."

And it was getting hard to hide it.

*Time skip*

*Rich*

I ran home and thundered up stairs. I threw my bag on the floor. I ran to the bathroom, locked the door and sunk down to the floor. I cant remember what happened. All I can recall is that he noticed again, and instead of responding I started to cry and I ran. I just ran. I ran home.

It was the crying, then came the sobbing. Then the panic attack. My ribs felt as if they were being constricted and an elephant was on my chest. I undidmy binder and threw it across the bathroom.

I shoved my fingers down my throat. I did it over and over again. Hoping and praying something would come up.

Then thats when i heard it.

*Jakes pov*

After Rich had ran off I stood shocked and frozen in place. Had i done something? Does he hate me? It took me three minues before I decided to run off after him.

I had stopped when he ran inside his home. Theren were no cars in the driveway so I assumed no one was home. I carefully had opened the door but when shutting it I had accidently slammed it.

I heard a thump from upstairs and ran as fast as i could . I stopped at his door and knocked once. He hadn't heard me so i slowly opened it and went inside to find his backpack thrown by his desk . But i heard noise from his bathrrom. It sounded like throwing up so i wasted no time opening the door and throwing myself on him.

It took me a minute to understand what was happening. His mouth covered in throwup, tear tracks on his cheeks and a....binder on the ground next to him?

I was shocked. Not in a bad way, i was just...shocked.

"Rich? A-are you trans?" I asked looking at the binder.

He didnt say anything but instead nodded and looked down.

It suddleny hit me. Hes been starving himself and purging. I looked around and then at his face.

I felt my eyes get wet. I couldn't understand why.

"W-why R-rich?" the tears satring flowing freely.

"I l-like s-someone and i n-need to be perfect for them." he said he was crying too.

"If they dont like you like you are they dont deserve you Rich." i dont know why my heart broke when he said that. Maybe its becuase hes my best friend? Or maybe its because im inb love with him? Probaly both? Most likely both.

"i-its you.."

"What? Seriously?!"

"Im so so sorry Jakey"

"nonononon dont be! Rich can't you see it, im in love with you just the way that you are!"

"Are you serious?"

"Of course." "Now lets get you cleaned up and something to eat."

"Allright."

The two spent the rest of night eating pizza and watching Supernatural.

They had eachother now. And that was enough.

This is so bad I'm sorrrryyyyyyyyyyyy