"Fears" (BMC)

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Ship-BOYFS
Type-Angst/fluff

TW:Mentions of self-harm


Michael and Jeremy were laying on Jer's floor, Paul was out of town for work and the boys were going to be alone for three days. Jer was cuddling with Michael before he got an idea.


"Hey Micha?"

"Yes, Jearbear?"

"Whats your biggest fear"

Shit, Michael froze

"You..." Michael mumbles scared of his boyfriends reaction

"what did you say, i didn't hear you?"

"You...." Micha says a little louder, just loud enough for Jeremy to hear

Jeremy froze, "What?" his head spinning

"My biggest fear is you."

"Me?!" Jeremy jumped up from his current position which was, his head on Michael's chest, and his legs intertwined with his lovers.

"Micha what the hell!, how am I your biggest fear?! Iv'e been with you since seventh grade! I've been by your side for forever besides the Squip accident! You forgave me! What do you see in me that scares you?!" tears were pouring out of his eyes.

"Because....." Micha said, hot tears rolling down his face

"BECAUSE WHY!?" Jeremy said yelling, not caring how loud he was being since his dad wasn't home

"BECAUSE, i'm scared that one day you're going to look in the mirror and you're going to see yourself how I see you! You will realize how amazing and perfect you are, and you'll realize that you deserve so so so so so much better than me. So much better than a fat, ugly, useless piece of shit like me! You deserve someone who doesn't self harm! Someone who doesn't need constant reassurance that their worth something! You deserve someone better...." Michael said all in one breath

"I'm terrified you'll leave..." Michael said full on sobbing

"Oh Micha, come here" Jeremy said pulling Michael towards him

"Baby, i'm not going anywhere ever again, i'll never leave you, I love you" Jeremy reassured Michael while cuddling him.

"I promise, i'll never ever leave"

"I love you Jerbear" Michael said pampering Jeremy's neck with butterfly kisses.

"I love you too Micah, now lets get some sleep"

"Sounds good, goodnight" Michael said snuggling into his boyfriend

"Night love" Jeremy said before falling asleep

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