Treebros and Boyf oneshots

Comfortably Numb

Ship-Treebros

Type-Angst/fluff

Connor and Evan fight mwhahah I love making people sad.

(Trgigger-Cussing and a lash out!)

*Connor/Evan POV*

It had been two weeks.

Two weeks of sitting at home feeling numb.

Two weeks of no one to talk to.

Two weeks of silence...

*Connor*

I cant take it, physically and mentally I cant take it.

I want no....I NEED to see him.

I miss him, the light of my life my saving grace has slipped through the cracks all because of what? A stupid argument....

*Flashback*

"C-Connor, um I don't like when you s-smoke weed...you c-can sometimes um s-scare m-me?"

"Well guess fucking what Evan? You're not my fucking mom! Are you?!"

"C-connor please s-stop, you're scaring me...."

"God Evan! For once in your life shut the fuck up will you?!"

Connor stormed out leaving Evan to have a panic attack on the floor, by himself again.

*Now*

*3rd*

It was quiet and soft. If it wasn't any quieter, Evan wouldn't have heard it.

But he did, the secret knock the boys had made up, to prevent anxiety attacks for Evan.

As anxiety racked his body, and every muscle in his body telling him to not to, he opened the door.

*Evan*

I was scared, I had dreamed of this.

I was scared, I would forgive him too quick.

I was scared, he wouldn't have come at all. (That's what she said)

I was scared he wouldn't quit.

"h-hey um, come I-in"

"Oh um thanks." he said and he sounded awful, voice monotone. but I was the same.

"D-do you want some um...um t-tea?'

"Um no thank you, but can we talk?"

"O-oh um yeah o-of course"

I led him to my room and sat on the bed, him taking a few more seconds before sitting down, our knees touching.

The silence in the room was thicc (srry)

A million words hanging in the air, but none spoken.

He was the first one to break it.

*Connor*

It was my fault so I needed to say sorry and tell him.

"Evan, I'm really sorry. I mean it, you're the reason I wake up every morning. The reason I try to be a better person. And I'm so so so sorry, I didn't mean to lash out I swear. Tears filled my eyes as I spoke, Evan had been crying since I started talking. Evan without you I can't breath, I cant talk, I cant function. Without you, I'm comfortably numb. And I cant do it anymore, not be with you. So I quit, two weeks clean today actually" I said with a slight chuckle because it doesn't seem big but I know to him it means the world.

*Evan*

That meant the world to me. It made me feel loved, like I mattered to someone, someone who loved me and who loved me back.

I didn't have any words, what was I supposed to say? Tears racked my body as I jumped on him knocking him back, gripping his sweatshirt scared he would fade away if I let go.

It seemed like hours of us just holding each other and crying. No need for words, the love between us was enough.

There was silence again, except this time it was wanted, it was comfortable.

I missed his smell, he always smelled like vanilla and pine it was oddly comforting and it reminded me of home.

No more of the silence

No more having no one to talk to

and most importantly... no more feeling comfortably numb.

*Connor*

I don't remember what we talked about, it didn't matter, because the love of my life was back in my arms, where he should be.

He fell asleep but before I did too, I studied every feature on his face. How his freckles when connected looked like a constellation, and the way his hair would frame his face so nicely. and the way his lips were perfectly plump, and he was drooling slightly on my jacket.

And before I knew it, I was out.

Bonus!

*Heidi*

It had been a long day, a pileup on the freeway again.

I went to go see Evan and ask what he wanted for dinner

But when I got there, Connor and Evan were sleeping.

Their legs tangled together, hands intertwined, and Evans head laying on Connors chest

Both looking peaceful.

My two perfect boys.

I've been planning the wedding for a month now ;)